Kira Kousuke x reader

Chapter 1

Just going to jump right into it!!! You my dear reader are going to be abused. Now, if you don't like that stuff then...HOW THE HELL DID YOU WATCH EPISODE 4!? Hehe...ok but really you're probably going to have to wait for chapter 2. Warning: abuse, murder, rape (Don't worry I'm not describing it. It's just mentioned I guess?), cursing, and alcohol.
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(Your pov.) (age 10)

"You piece of shit! Look at what you made me do!" your lovely mother proclaim as the food she had prepared was on the floor, burnt and surrounded by glass. "M-m-mother! It wasn't me!" you said tremblingly. "Then who's fault is it!? It's obviously not mine! I'm far to perfect to do such an unspeakable act!" your mother screeched. She kicked you to the floor right besides the food and shatter glass. Your father watched from the hallway smirking. "You ungrateful brat! Apologize to me!" you mother said grabbing some glass to which she used to cut your cheek with. "Mother I'm sorry! It was my fault! You're far to perfect to make a mistake!" you cried out as she stopped and shoved you. "Go pick something up for me and your father!" you mother screeched handing you some cash. You got up and limped towards your room. Your father giving you a hard push making you stumble into your room.

You quickly got up and grabbed your (f/c) sweater and shoes. Before you left your mother decided to throw a empty bottle of liquor at you. "Get me some liquor while your at it!" you mother yelled. "Mother, I can't. I'm to young to get you some." you said quietly. She stomped over and shove more money into your hands. Grabbing your cheeks she pulled your face close to hers so close that you can smell the liquor in her breath. "I don't fucking care! Whose the one giving you food and a place to sleep! Don't disobey me!" she said before releasing you.

Walking out of the house was pleasant. A nice night. The stars shinning and a full moon, truly a beautiful night. Walking over to the gas station you sighed. Opening the door to see the cashier smiling at you sadly. "Mother making you get her liquor again (y/n)?" the woman asked. "Yeah... She also told me to go get her dinner." you said quietly. "Half off." the woman stated. "H-huh?" "I said it's half off. I want you to eat tonight as well sweety." the woman said. You smiled. "T-thank you!" you beamed pulling the woman in a quick before paying and leaving. "Have a nice night!" you called out before running off. Walking inside the grocery store you grabbed your parents so food and yourself as well. You paid and left unaware of the person that was following you. "(Y/n)." you froze. "Y-yes f-f-father?" you questioned quietly. He smiled innocently. "Your mother is asleep. So, I decided to come and get you." he said. "N-no thank you D-dad. I'm fine with walking home alone." you said quietly slowly back away from him. "Did you call me dad?" he asked taking a step forward. "S-sorry! I meant father!" you said quickly.

He lunge forward, grabbing your wrist. "Don't be. I like it. Call me that more." he said smirking. You looked around the street but to your dismay there was no one. He pulled you into an alleyway as you screamed and shouted only for no one to hear you. After he was finished with his unspeakable act he chuckled. "You know, I was the one who knocked the food to the floor." he chuckled before throwing you over his shoulder. "You could keep the food sweety. But we're doing this every night and if you miss a day I'll shall punish you worst then your mother." he said before opening the door. Dropping you quietly on the ground he walked towards there bedroom.

Limping your way to your room you cried silently. Once in your room you collapsed in front of your little desk that has your laptop on it. "Why does my life suck." you muttered quietly before deciding to play some shooting games on your small desk. "May as well take out some of my pain." you muttered quietly as you strated to play. After half an hour you logged off. "I'm sick of this!" you said. "Killing people in games, and putting animals out of their misery isn't working anymore!" you said banging your head on the desk. You stopped and smiled.

~End of flashback~

You stared blankly as the police were investigating the body that was in the dumpster. You were just walking home when you saw the police up ahead. Walking away you smirked. "Poor Dad...guess it was his time. Oh, well it's not like I care." you chuckled. Scanning the area with your (e/c) eyes. Delighted as there was no one around you-you smiled. The smile dropped as your house came into view. "M-mother." you stammered seeing her silhouette in the window. "Fuck! I was supposed to be home 10 minutes ago!" you said as you frantically opened the door. "Where were you!?" your mother screeched. Before you could answer a knock was heard at the door. She glared at you before opening it. Putting on a face of kindness on. Only you know what was behind that smile.

"Hello ma'am. Are you (m/n) (l/n)?" the officer questioned. "Yes, that's me." your mother said. "We're sorry to say but your husband was murder." the officer said grimly. If only you knew you thought as you stared at the officer. Your mother burst into tears. "We're going to need you to come with us-" "You think I did it!?" your mother interrupted. "Ma'am you're a suspect we need you to come with us." the officer said. She huffed before walking out the door. The officer was about to close the door but stopped. "I'm sorry for your lost kid. If you need someone to talk to call me." the officer said before handing you a slip of paper. Smiling sadly at you he closed the door.

You broke out into a fit of laughter. "Oh my god! I can't believe it! I actually did it!" you laughed out. "It felt so good! I have to do it again! But who!?" you said still laughing. "Mother!? No, I need her. If she were to be gone then I'll be put into an orphanage! She'll sadly have to stay... Anybody! I'll kill anybody!" you said rolling on the floor. "Fuck! I have school tomorrow." you said. "New school...yay..." you muttered before smiling. "Guess I'll go see if there's any animals that need to be put down~" you sang grabbing a shovel and knife. Running into your backyard you past a mini grave yard of animals that you killed. "I hate hurting them but having them suffer is worse so putting them down is better!" you muttered to yourself. Trying to make yourself feel better.

After that you came home. Your mother still gone. You let out sigh of relief before making something to eat. Turning on the T.V. the news was playing. Showing your fathers murder. You flipped the channels lazily. Sighing as you stopped on (favorite anime) you watched it before turning it off and going into your room and playing some games on your laptop not happy about tomorrow.
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