This one-shot is dedicated to my forever OT4 JenChuLiChaeng..💕
But mostly to Jennie and Lisa💓 and to myself..Ehe..😂
Enjoy Reading😘
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Lisa was busy rearranging their things in the bedroom when a single yellow piece of paper fell from a book she was holding. It was an old copy of a novel Jennie was reading and Lisa's brow furrowed as she picked up the letter, the edges brown and aging. The edges were still cleanly folded, like it was something that has been forgotten inside the pages of the book.
"NINI!?" Lisa called out for her wife but only recieved a grumbled reply from their en suite bathroom. She sighed. Jennie was still in the shower (It's been an hour!) but it seems like she has a long ways off to go.
Lisa's fingers fumbled underneath the edge of paper wondering who it was for.
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Dear You,
I'll let you know that out of all the prople in this world, you're the only one I couldn't stand. You are quite possibly the most annoying, most infuriating, most depressing person I've ever met in my life. You wake up in the morning with a confidence that is unmatched, only to let it all crumble at your feet at the end of the day without even bothering to fight for it.
I'll let you know that it frustrates me to no end.
I know it's hard, trying to be the person you want to be. I mean, I would know- I didn't get here if i didn't try. So here I am, sending you a letter to remind you about the things that make you amazing even when you feel like the shittiest person on earth.
One, you are beautiful, I hope you know that. Beyond the physical beauty of a person lies something greater, like beautiful minds that can appreciate purple sunsets and torrential rains. You have both, whether you believe it or not, but i hope there will always be someone who reminds you how beautiful you are, even when you refuse to believe it yourself.
Two, your kindness is your greatest asset. Kind hearts make for peaceful hearts because hate harbors nothing but evil. Always be kind, even to those who aren't kind to you, because at the end of the day the only thing that matters would be good things you've done to another person.
Three, you will succeed, even when sometimes it doesn't feel like it. Failure isn't the mark of how bad you are, but rather because you are trying. Just remember to stand and pick yourself up and keep moving. It shouldn't matter how long it will take you to succeed because no matter how many times you fall down, you will still get to the finish line.
Four, learn to love, and love with enough for yourself. Just because you love someone doesn't mean you've got to forget yourself. Always remember to keep something for yourself, because you wouldn't want to end up with nothing left to give.
And Five, it's okay to get scared , but don't let your fear consume you. Fear makes you realize that something is important to you, that something matters to your life. Your fear makes you human and it makes you realize that there are things that you should always hold on to.
This is a letter to remind you of the things you would want to remember. Sometimes, you'll feel like everything you're doing is a mess- and that's okay. It's supposed to be that way. But i hope you always remember all the wonderful things about you, the amazing things you tend to forget because you're so caught up inside your own head.
And also, I'd like you to know that I love you. I hope you remember that.
Love,
(Past) Jennie
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"I hated myself before, did you know that?" Jennie said quietly as she wrapped her arms around her wife's torso, tucking her chin in the crook of Lisa's neck.
"I wrote for myself before. I had to remind myself that I am more than the sadness I used to feel."
