All my life i have been told and asked why am i me. Why am i weird. To stop talking and leave them alone. And it hurt. No one wanted me around and i didn't feel good enough. But let me tell you who i am and see for your self.
I am really weird. you can start a conversation about Voltron or anime( namely Love and Lies, Fruits baskets, Free, and Gamers.) and i will really REALLY get into it.
I am 14 years old. So i fan girl A LOT!!
I am a INTERVERT( RAAAAGGGGEEEEE!) so if i meet a new person in person i am really shy and it wont be till like a little later if i get to know you more i open up.
I love nightcore. any song even christan songs on my play list i look to nightcore for it.
My favorite song is Faded by Alan Walker. LOOOOOVE IT!!!
God gave me a dream about my husband. Every time i think about it i blush. ehhhhhh!
I am all hyper, annoying, weird, i sneez weird, and laugh weird.
My most kept secret from other people who just meet me is that i have always wanted to cut. when i can wear black or be goth for a day i enjoy it. But the cutting thing i have always wanted to i tried to hang myself once and got made so i beat myself agianst the head.... but i could never do it. something always held me back. so i am still here.
i have felt love real love only twice in my life. Form God. And from my best friend named Alexander. I never felt that kind of love before. he didnt mind my flaws and it felt good for once. i felt me for once. I was really happy. I felt like i glowed.
This is what i look like.
So yea.....
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How God changed me
SpiritualThis is a story of my life type deal. But it's what God has done for me so I hope you enjoy.