Faded

Prolouge

Prologue
Why?
Why can't the pain go away?
Why is there pain?
What did I do wrong?
Why was I born?
Why am I here?
Do I have a purpose?
Is life this unfair?
Am I being selfish?
Why won't the cuts ease the pain?
Why did I survive?
Does life go on?
Should I not?
Will anyone remember me?
If I do live will I still get bullied?
Why does my body hurt?
Why am I fat?
Why can't I be perfect?
Why doesn't puking help me become skinny?
Why doesn't cutting kill me?
Why do I care?
Why won't these pills work?
Why won't I fade already?
Why must life be cruel?
Do I deserve this?
Why am I remembering?
Flashback
I'm so nervous. Today is the first day of school. I move schools often. Every school I go to, I get bullied. I cried in the bathroom stalls everyday. All my tears having different emotions. This is a fresh start for me. High school.
I took a deep breath and walked into the building. No one notices me. Good, I don't want to be noticed. I want to be alone, I don't want anyone to backstab me. I just want to survive high school and get on with life.
"Oof" I fell down as my books scattered around the floor.
"Oh sorry" someone said. I looked up in surprise.
"What?" he said feeling self conscious. He wiped his face just in case he had something on his face.
"No it's just, no one has ever apologized to me before" I said quietly, barely a whisper.
"Well let today be the first" he said as he offered me a hand.
Maybe high school won't be so bad after all.
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