Please Dont?

here we go again

Jung hoseok's pov

I woke up again at 3 am i couldn't sleep anymore and this happened for a whole week, i stood up from my bed and went infront of my mirror when i saw myself and frowned i had black circles under my eyes my hair was really messy and bandages all over my arms. I went inside the bathroom that was near my room and when i opened the door at the sink there was a piece of glass full of blood from yesterday morning and near it where some bandages, i turned the light on and went near the sink then i took off the bandages from my arms and then i stared at my arms both where full of cuts and scars some of them where still bleeding and some healed then i took the piece of glass and brought it near my wrist then i pressed it down really hard but before i cut myself i say " here we go again " with a small smile i slide the glass on my wrist really hard into my flesh and some blood started to come out, then i took the glass away from my wrist and this the same thing to my other arm after that i put the glass back down and took some bandages and wrapped them around my arms then i took my phone and saw that it was already 5 o'clock so i went back to my room and started changing to go to school.

When i finished i wore a black long sleeve shirt, black ripped jeans, black convers and a really dark blue jacket then he went down stairs and when i opened the kitchen door then i was welcomed by my dog Hope she was only 3 years old and when i first got her she was just a puppy she has a really happy personality so she always makes me smile, after i entered the room i made some breakfast and ate it really quickly then i got his bag and said bye to Hope after he locked the door behind him and started walking.

While i was walking i didn't see where i was going so when i arrived at the road i crossed it with out looking both ways for any cars, and while i was walking a car was comming my way at full speed then all of a sudden i  stopped in the middle of the road and waited for the car to run me over but nothing happened i just feelt someone grab me by my arm and pulled me away. When i was pushed away i tripped and started falling i closed my eyes shut but i didn't feel any pain but only warm underneath me when i opened my eyes i saw someone's chest and when i looked up i saw that it was a boy from my school his name is kim yoongi and he is the popular guy and everyone likes him but the only thing i don't get is why he saved me im useless and no one would care if i died actually they would be really happy that i would die so why out of all people did the popular guy save me, after i finished my thoughts i stood up and said a quick apologise and started walking but then i felt him grab my arm and said "wait a minute i need to talk to you".

Kim yoongi's pov

While i was walking out of my house i saw that a car was going at really fast speed  good thing that it slowed down because of the big roundabout, when i got nearly at the bus stop i saw someone from my school walking across the road then when i looked at my right a saw again the same carand it was going again at full speed when i looked at the boy he stopped in the middleof the road soi had to run before the car reached him. When i saw that the car was near him i quickly grabbed his arm amd pulled him away when i looked closer to his face i recognise who he is and my heart started to beat really fast and then i felt him tripping but i tripped too so we both fell on the ground the good thing is that no one was there because it would have been really embarrassing. We stayed on the ground for quite a while but then i felt him standing up and he did a quick apologise and started walking away when i looked at my hand i saw that there was blood on it some i quickly grabbed his arm and said "wait a minute i need to talk to you"

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