❝•What A Heavenly Way To Die•❞ ♕▸Dorbyn◂♕.

6

"you love me and I love you.
You head hurts and mine does too.
And it's just words and they cut deep.
But it's out world, its just us two"

3rd person
June 15th
2.46am

he truth is, corbyn has never felt more alone,
Thinking about two nights ago scares him,
He's never seen that look in his mom eyes before,
They were filled with, at first doubt, then sadness and disappointment, and then furious rage,
He had hoped she would except him,
But that wasn't the case.

He was now on his own in a car he rented from the airport, alone with his thoughts,
Most of them bad ones,
With blood dripping from everywhere he could find to cut,
Just waiting for the darkness to take him away,

Bang
Bang
Bang

His sorrwing was cut short by bangs on the car window,
His eyes, heavy and sad, slowly looked at the window to see someone he didn't expect,

"seavey?"

"corbyn... Open to door for me, I'll get you out and we can talk, okay?"

Corbyn stared into daniels beautiful blue eyes, laughing at what he asked for,

"oh seavey, it's not that easy"

"wh-what do you mean?"

The blonde once again laughs, and shows the blue eyed boy all his fresh cuts

"wh-whyd you do that bean?!"

He heard more footsteps coming towards the car, looking up again he sees the other boys all with worried faces on, he let's out yet another hoarse laugh

"because....Nobody wants me around, So I'm doing everyone a favour by killing myself "

All four boys were shocked at the blondes answer.

"what do you mean no one wants you here there is almost three million fans who would beg to differ!"

The youngest walked towards the locked car, but only got another laugh in return

"none of them know me!, heck none of you guys know me! At least properly"

The four boys looked at their blonde friend in shock, they didn't expect that answer at all.

"well then, let's get to know you!"

The blue eyed boys stated confidently.

"okay then"

The blonde sits up in the car seat and clears his throat.

"hi, I'm Corbyn Matthew Besson, I'm 19 years old, I'm was born in texas but later moved to Virginia, I have two siblings, Ashley and Jordan, I've been depressed since I was 13,the year I found out I was gay, I've been in the closet since then, there is only one person, besides you guys now, knows I'm gay, and that's my mom, she kicked me out and told me I was useless and a burden to life and that I should leave, hence all the cuts I've made"

The blonde looks into each of the boys' eyes waiting for them to reply, none of them did they just looked at him in disbelief

"what about Christina?"

"she was me trying prove to everyone I was straight, all she is to me is a best friend, I could never love her, she has an actual boyfriend in new york"

"oh"

I was dead silent and corbyn didn't like it, he unlocked the car causing all the boys to look at him, he just ignored them and started walking away, all the boys hot on his tail, he walked into a target that he was parked going to the self care isle and looked for razors, the boys were a bit behide him so he quickly snatched the cheapest one and walked over to the clothes, he grabbed a new shirt and some new trousers, and walked into the bathrooms.

The boys had lost him when he went to find the clothes, so they were oblivious to their blonde friend further dameging himself in the bathrooms, but three out of four soon gave up looking for him and walked back to the car hoping he had walked back there, the blue eyed brunette continued looking for him, eventually walking into the bathrooms finding a blacked out corbyn lying on the floor,

"oh shit shit shit!"

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And the plot thickens, also that escalated quickly, like damn

Anyway
Love you byeeeee
🖤
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