The point is why am I bothering the things that doesn't matters to me for 5 years from now?
The point is why is my heart controlling my mind?
I don't understand myself. Why are human so lifeless. We got nothing to loss. Why are humans so scared of humans. Why? Why are people different from each other?
Because life is not a choice. Life is not an option. Life is permanent till you get sick of it. It really doesn't matters the future. But now. Now is terrible. I don't expect to be good in the future..
Bye