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and that's when I decided this was the end of Amelia Zoe Hood. The thought of that kept running through my head. I had decided that this was happening, and I was completely sure of it. I closed my door, and put on "Moments" by one direction on repeat. It was my "depressed" song as I liked to call it, and I always played it when I was at my worst. I looked under my bed and found the bottle labeled ""happiness" filled with different medications I had acquired from having colds and all of that stuff. Calum has work, mum and dad are away on a business trip as of today after work for about a month. Everything should work out. I slipped the blade from earlier today out of my backpack, and slid it across my wrist many many times. Just as I was about to open the bottle I felt it being ripped from my hands, and I saw standing there the one and only Luke hemmings. His facial expression was purely unbearable he looked so hurt, so crushed and somewhat confused. That's when I lost it all over again like I did earlier today in the bathroom. I went into hysterics, loud sobs that made me shake escaping my lips like a prisoner wrongly accused finally getting out of the hell hole that is my inner emotions.
{Lukes P.O.V.}
I had just left the school, Calum seeming a little worried about Amelia as she had went home sick had asked me to go and check on her. I hopped into my car and started the engine, thoughts swarming my head about the previous events of today that Calum had told me about over lunch, like her crying in maths. I pulled up to the driveway heading the small click from my car signifying it was locked. I opened the door using my spare key. I entered the main hall, kicking off my shoes in the process, I had heard moments by one direction playing. Oh.god.no. I said to myself, "NO NO NO" I yelled internally as her "depressed" song played. I ran up the stairs opening the door to see the beautiful blonde girl who I had been crushing on since is first laid eyes on her sitting there blood drizzling down her delicate skin on her left wrist. She held a bottle of pills in her hand, ready to open it. Before I could, I grabbed it out of her hand throwing it to the other side of the room. I stood there looking at her, a hurt expression on my face while hers had embarrassment, shame, and sorrow written all over it. It hurts me so me so much that it was almost hard to breath that such a beautiful, kind, loving girl would think of ending it all. She had so much potential so so much potential. It would truly be a loss for us all, life would be so hard without her in it, not just for Calum but for the rest of the boys to. She broke out into loud, long, exasperating sobs, making her shake with every one. Now that really hit me, hard. I tried not to cry, but a tear slipped down my cheek. One tear turning into many until is found myself, with my arms wrapped around her embracing her crying just as loud and hard as she was.
{Amelia's p.o.v.}
As I sat there crying, I felt two arms wrap around me in a strong embrace and sobs as loud as mine. I looked over to see Luke was the culprit. We sat there and just cried for what seemed like hours. "Luke" I sniffles finished crying, "Yeah bee" he replied in the same fashion, "I'm sorry," I said looking down ashamed he just responded by squeezing me tighter and saying we should go and get me cleaned up. He took the warm wet cloth and pressed it gently to my wrist, I winced. "Are you okay?" He said concerned once again "yeah it just, it stings a little" I said he shrugged and continued cleaning my wounds, the same hurt expression on his face. "Luke, cal has to work late tonight, and mum and dad are away, do you think you could stay with me, I- I'm scared" I mumbled "of course love" he said kissing my head sending chills down my spine. After a few minutes of awkward silence, I finally spoke "w-would y-ou like to watch a m-movie with me" I stuttered a but during my sentence, "sure" he smiled his dimples popping out. I got down on the floor and slipped in "The Notebook" my favourite movie of all time. "Are you okay with this, sorry I just..." He cut me off mid sentence "bee it's fine" he replied as I put a blanket over us. It was nice to have a movie night with luke, we have been good friends for a while and it was nice to have a movie night without the boys for once. I cuddled I to his chest, inhaling his intoxicating and addictive scent. I slowly drifted off to sleep, Luke's arms wrapped around me.
A few hours later I awoke to talking, the warmth next to me had disappeared. "Luke, if you do this you need to promise me you won't hurt her, you won't leave her. She's my sister and after what all those other idiots she's hated have done I just can't bear to see her hurt again" I heard my brothers voice chime, "I promise, I'd never do anything to hurt her, I promise, if I ever hurt her I don't know what I'd do." "You really like her, don't you," I could almost feel my brothers smile as he said those words, "yeah, I do" I found myself smiling like a complete idiot. I heard footsteps, as I quickly got back under my blanket turning on my tv and beginning an episode of "Criminal Minds" I don't know why but this show has always interested me, and not to mention Morgan isn't to hard on the eyes if you know what I'm saying. Luke came in noticing I was awake" ", "hey Amelia, when did u w-wake u-up" he slightly stuttered something I had noticed he had done when he was nervous something I found extremely attractive. "I just woke up" I lied, hopefully convincing him that I hadn't just heard the conversation between him and my brother that had made my heart flutter. He smiled sitting down next to me allowing me to once again snuggle into his chest and fall asleep.
{Luke's P.O.V.}
Amelia had fallen asleep within the first 5 minutes of the movie, I was glad as she needed it, to forget you know. I took in her angelic features carefully savouring the moment that I had with her right now, until I heard the door creak open quietly revealing calum. "Luke?" He questioned confusion evident in his voice after he saw me,I gestured towards the kitchen signalling that I'd speak to him there, he nodded and headed into the kitchen after changing out of his work attire. I slipped out of Amelia's embrace, much to my displeasure but I had to talk with calum. She groaned moving a bit before resuming her deep sleep, she was so beautiful. I walked I to the kitchen, Calum sitting there already waiting for me. "Luke, why were you here so late" he questioned. My heart started racing fast, nervousness kicking in, a tear slipped down my face, "C-Calum p, I walked I to her room, a-and I- I saw her, she was h-hurting herself a-and she was about to, " that's when I lost it, silent sobs escaped my lips god I was crying so much. Once I somewhat gained my composure, I continued "she was gonna take the pills," I took a deep breath, "I grabbed the pills out of her hand, and threw them away, she was sobbing and her breathing was irregular. I just held her and cried as hard as she did. I just held her. Calum it scared me, to see her with the blood drilling down her wrist, it hurt me. A lot. So she asked me to stay with her once we got her all cleaned up. She fell asleep and I was just looking at her and it reminded me of how while she was with all those idiots that just hurt her so badly I just I couldn't help but think if how much I loved her ya know, of how I could have treated her better if she was mine. It hurts to see someone you care about so much being hurt for so long and not even being able to do anything about it." Oh god, what did I just do u just confessed my love to my best friend about his sister, he's gonna kill me oh god. "C-calum I'm sorry I should have said anything it just slipped out" he smiled at me chuckling a bit, "luke, I wouldn't mind if you asked her out, you're my best friend and I know you wouldn't hurt her." He smiled at me before continuing, " she really liked you, ya know, like a lot." I returned the smile "so you'd be okay if I asked her out?" "Yes of course". We say Ina comfortable silence for a few minutes, "Luke, if you do this you need to promise me you won't hurt her, you won't leave her. She's my sister and after what all those other idiots she's hated have done I just can't bear to see her hurt again" he said looking down sadly, "I promise, I'd never do anything to hurt her, I promise, if I ever hurt her I don't know what I'd do." And I meant it, "you really like her dont you" I grinned "yeah I do" and the smile stayed on my face, "you're welcome to stay the night" he said before disappearing up the stairs. I walked back into the living room, seeing Amelia up, watching criminal minds. I hope she hadn't heard anything from our conversation,if she had I'd be so embarrassed. I had been waiting for the perfect time to ask her out. I didn't even want her to know about it until I asked her myself., "hey Amelia, when did u w-wake u-up" I stuttered. Screw my nervousness. "I just woke up" she said not totally convincingly, but I let if slide. It's been a long day. I sat beside her, s she cuddled up into my chest once again, falling asleep.
Hey babes!! Sorry if it wasn't that good but, anyways I tried! I'll try and get at least another chapter or two up tonight before I go camping!! Xxx ily guys!
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My brothers best friend (luke hemmings)
Fiksi PenggemarAmelia Hood, sister of Calum Hood, tall, blonde, a little curvy and very very shy. She's always had the biggest crush on a certain blonde Australian boy, but will things turn out her way, or will she always just be his best friends sister? (TRIGG...