The Start...The End

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I'm sorry I couldn't be the one you could count on...
But I can't, 'cause I can't even count on myself...
I'm sorry I'm not the one you missed every night...
I'm sorry that our relationship had to end up in a fight...
I promise you it was never my intentions for things to end...
I wrote you a text, it was about a  paragraph but I just couldn't hit send...
I never thought it could be so hard for the two of us...
Every night there was something new that we had to discuss...
I started to talk about you in my prayers...
But the pain still never seemed to fade...
Honestly it just got my wrist closer to the blade...
I still don't know why I ever thought I was good enough...
I don't know why I thought I could be this though...
Everynight I had to ask for forgiveness from you...
Later I didn't even know what it was I wanted to do...
I didn't know if I was to busy being rude...
I'm truely sorry that I even every bothered trying...
I'm sorry that I had to leave but I'm just to busy dying...
All the tears I had to cry out every single time...
Later I couldn't see which words I wanted to rhyme...
...but it's now to late for any last goodbyes...
...I'm done fakeing and creating all these lies...

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