So I Think (Poem)

So I Think

How am I suppose to stay calm when my blood is boiling

And my legs are trembling

You ain't answering my calls

Now you got me wondering if some sneaky bitch rubbing on yo balls

But then my mind turns around and I start to think

What if your in a hospital bed

Now I'm pacing back and forth praying ur not dead

But then my mind switches again

Nigga you lied!

Why should I shed a tear for you and cry

When you lied to my face and you constantly do it over and over

And they began to ask

Why am I still putting up with a fool like you

Maybe because you're my left arm, hand, and shoulder too.

But they say get over it and drop him

How could I when God said to love one another because we are loved by Him

So I think

Of all the times you've helped me out

My mind says give you a chance

But then again You lied to my face.

All the promises you made

And it's broken til this day

Chance after chance

Still no change

But I love you and I don't wanna run away

But then again I don't wanna stay

So I think

You ain't take my "Don't do's"

And you fucked with yo old news

The bitch that wanted to fight me too

But nahh he can't be doing that

His phone probably dead

And all these crazy shits keep popping up in my head

So I think

He wouldn't do no bummy shit

Especially with a down grade bitch

He call me wifey

So he know where home is

He gon call me later

I know he is

And then he gon tell me all the bizz

You know I can't let him go

He was with me when I was po

Thru the lookin ass niggas

And thirsty hoes.

But if he cheating and lying

I'm done with the begging and crying

So I think

But I could be doing all this stressing When he's perfectly fine

And being faithful and claiming he's mine

So I think