Sent from Hell

"I....am.....Nothing"

Your POV

"whyyyyyyyyyyy?" you groaned as you heard your alarm as it ringed in your ear.

"School........why don't you just burn so i can sleep and forget why in the world it's 4:00 in the morning" sighing you got up and played music on spotify

MAGICAL TIME SKIP~7:00am

*At School*

So you wanna know about me?No?Sorry gotta let you know who this crackhead is.......

Hi, I'm Y/N the girl that everyone hates.....yeah i did nothing wrong people just don't like me because i exist......that's okay i hate myself too, my family never liked me, they said i was never adopted they just had a mistake with having me like "could have kept them legs closed and then this would not be a problem".But yeah i don't have any friends at this school again that's okay people breathing makes me annoyed anyway. But yeah you should already tell that im always depressed and forever alone.....that was all gonna change everything in my dumb world.

As i'm walking down the halls for chorus i hear people whisper like they always do every where i go.

"she is always wearing a black hoodie and black jeans......such an emo freak" Im not even emo sis

I just ignored it and continued walking that was before i saw.......Jackson Wang.....the guy i forever had a crush on since the beginning of middle school we dated in the 8th grade but he tried to use me for sex and money but i didn't let him try to have sex with me. I always knew he never liked me....but he broke up with me after a month and told everyone that i was sleeping with other guys but no one believed it because they said i was just "ugly" like come on that word is not even....necessary to use just call me a....I don't know...a....decent potato like gosh i would be happy as that.

i hit something hard very hard

it was a locker.....his locker 665...sad he didn't get the next number then that would explain what he worships

But why?just why his locker?

Before i could move away from it he puts them crusty hands on my arms and leaned close to me.
His breathing makes me uncomfortable he smells weird

"hey lil slut will you move away i know you still want it but i have a girlfriend...with a nice round juicy booty and her boobs are so amazing I could suck on them everyday" oh please she is flatter then paper.

"so why are you at my locker?" he said smiling

"I didn't mean to i wasn't paying att-" i felt something cold down my back and it was not pleasant at all

"AHHHHHHH WHAT WAS THAT" i said trying not to cry. Yeah I forgot to say I'm such a cry baby

"OOPS I'M SO SORRY that you are flirting with my guy and deserve a punishment" his girlfriend said A.K.A Sumni she was a good person before Jackson took her virginity and now she think she is bad.She is very smart with good dancing skills.but she just doesn't understand.

She push me hard on the ground and sat on me pulling my hoodie collar then she grabbed my arm with one hand and rolled up my sleeve showing my cuts in front of everyone who were now crowded around Jackson, her and i. I swear i wanted to cry no one knows what i do...well Sumni now just embarrassed me.

"wow you still cut yourself it's been 4 years just kill yourself gosh no one really want's to see an idiot who is poor and can't afford anything but a razor and... oh my gosh eat for once" you bit your lip as a tear fell down your cheek sitting there waiting for her to stop.

But someone stopped her before she did anything else.

"HEY GO TO CLASS OR I WILL REPORT YOU" a familiar voice said.

Everyone left while i sobbed on the floor laying on my side holding my right wrist. I did only my right since I'm left handed and never really liked my right arm

"hey, Y/N sweetie come on let me take you to my office okay" i looked up and i realized who it was sobbing harder than ever. It was nurse momo she was very young but she alway liked me but i never see her much. She was always happy until she seen my arm. I tried to get up but my legs decided to stay weak "let me go get a wheelchair for you, you seem weak" she said with a soft smile. I waited until she came back.

*YAY another magical time skip*

I sat in the nurse room for an hour feeling better after crying a lot. I just sat there silently wanting to just kill myself. But it's useless i have a singing and dancing career ahead of me I love rapping and I've always listen to this group called Big Bang I was always looking up to all of those guys they really had incredible music solo songs or group songs they just made it easy to follow my dream with confidence especially G-dragon. I lay on my back instantly falling asleep waiting for something good to make this sad life go away like....a miracle to happen to me.I guess Sumni was right "i....am.....nothing"

END OF PART 1

( yeah it's cringy but it is my first time making this hope you enjoyed)