It was a hot morning in August. I did not want to get up. It was 10 in the morning and I could hear my mom singing at the top of her lungs. "She's so annoying" I thought to myself
We got along most days. We have agurements, every mom and daughter does. I just don't always feel loved and wanted. I used to be a closeted lesbian. When I was in 4th grade I thought differently about girls. Yes a lot of girls in my class were very beautiful but I kept wondering what it would be like to kiss a girl. I basically made myself like boys untill 8th grade where I had this huge crush on a girl on my softball team. She helped me realized that I was gay, that and Orange is the New Black just aired. Obama just passed the law of gay marriage being legal. I just felt like doors were opening up for me. Anyways, I told my mom and she just laughed in my face and told me it was a phase. I just let it go and continued to live my life. Untill my sophmore year my mom caught me with a girl. It did not go over very well. Let's just say I was living with my grandma for two weeks. So much happened we decided we needed a fresh start and we moved to a new state and a new city. That's where I wake up today.
I get out of bed and get ready for the day. I pack my softball bag up and get dressed for try outs and grab a small bite to eat so I don't puke. I got the directions to the complex where I was heading to. It was going to take me almost an hour to get there. So I plugged my music in and turned on Google Maps and I let my phone lead the way.
Most of my music consist of older 2000's music and an artist that goes by the name of Lana Del Ray and a band that goes by the name of Borns. They are a alternative rock combination.
I got there a half an hour early. I was so nervous. This tryout is making or breaking my softball career. The parking lot was complete empty. It looked like a ghost town. I got nervous that I drove to the wrong place. A few minutes later a car comes flying in the parking lot. They were jamming out. Then like 10 minutes later another car comes flying into the parking lot. She gets out of the car and so does the girl out of the other car.
I waited for both of them to get inside before I went inside. I walked in and I basically stopped dead in my tracks. I saw the most beautiful girl in the world. I felt like I was drooling. It was honestly embarrassing. I introduced myself, "Hi, I'm Brittney. I am here for a tryout." The girl introduced herself as Nicole. The most beautiful name in the world. I looked into her eyes. They were the most beautiful shade of green mixed with hazel. She introduced me to the coach and we started the try out. I was nervous. Not just because of I was at the try out, but also because she was so beautiful and a hella good catcher and I didn't want to look like an idoit.
The try out went good. I was pretty sure I was going to make the team. Afterward Nicole and I talked for 15 minutes. I couldn't help myself but to check her out. She was so beautiful. I just couldn't get over it. We eventually said our goodbyes and parted ways. I went home and I just could not stop thinking about the beautiful girl that I just met.
