Dear Margaret

Messy

The next day, she called me and we spoke for the first time on a call. She apologized again and I said that it was okay. But she kept telling me to give her a "punishment". She wouldn't cut the call. She said that she'll be wasting my time if I don't give her a punishment. She told me that she was wasting my time with the call.
"Okay fine then, will you waste my time like this once a week? " I asked her.
"Okay!" She said.
It was actually a very dumb thing to ask her. But I did it anyway.
So things went on normally and she called me every Sunday. That's when I started getting addicted to her. Everytime she didn't text me, I would go insane. So I just asked Sam about this, because he was more like a mature minded person. He told me to ask her whether she liked me, and if she didn't then I should give up on her. Since I am explaining this story in short, there are a lot of details that I have missed. Like Natalie, me , Sam, Albert, both the Ashleys , Margaret and Kaitlyn -who I didn't speak about till now- were really close now. Kaitlyn was another one of Natalie's friends. We became friends through Natalie.

   So the next day, in school , I asked Margaret whether she had any sort of feelings for me. She shook her head, which means I had to give up on her now. It would be a really tough task but I didn't know how tough it would be. Everytime I saw her with some other boy I felt weird. I had told her that I would try to give up on her and since then she hadn't spoken to me a lot . But she was speaking a lot with others. That really made me sick. Ashley was trying to convince me to move on and that's when it happened. I couldn't take it anymore. Something inside my mind clicked and I burst into tears because I couldn't take it anymore. I just couldn't.

   I took the courage and asked her why she was doing this to me.
"I was just trying to help you move on" she said.
But little did she know that she was feeding fuel to fire .