The Roommates (Louis Tomlinson.)

Goodbye?

The room seemed to be spinning and I don't know if I'm actually going to live. After the days I have been ignoring Louis, he got so upset to where he actually broke up with me.

He stormed out of the flat and god knows where. Ususally this is the part where I would be balling my eyes out. But I can't, I can't seem to find anything. I can't find any tears, any words, any air. I'm just so in shock right now I think I could I go into a coma.

Harry is out with Kelsey so I'm alone. Standing in the kitchen in disbelief. I never thought he would actually break up with me. I was just so mad and I felt like the cold shoulder was the best thing to do. I feel sick. I don't know what to do right now. Alone. That words keeps replaying in my mind. Alone. That's what I am. I have no one anymore. I don't know who to go to. What to do. I haven't talked to any of the other boys except Harry so it would be awkward. I can't see my parents. I can't see anyone.

My mind is a blur before I'm able to unstick my feet to the ground and grab my phone, dialling the first person that came to my head for some reason.

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'I don't know what to do.' I cried into his chest, my tears soaking up his t-shirt.

'I know it hurts and I'm sorry. I have no right to even be near you after what I did.' He says, apologising from his recent past.

'Its fine. You are the only one I really have right now. Regardless of what you did.' I cry, hugging him tighter.

'Its okay.' He coos, rubbing my back softly.

'Nick, I'm so hurt.' I sob. At least you know I finally found my tears. I'm crying so hard, I'm chocking on my own sobs. I can't find air still and my chest has the biggest ache.

Nick, my old roommate that abused me when I went on dates, tried to calm me down and say things that would make me feel better. He has apologised numerous times over his actions, he claims it was jealousy but he didn't have any feelings for me. Another part of me thinks Jenna was apart of this. Since he was suppose to be her roommate.

'What's best right now, is just breathe.'

'I feel like I'm going to be sick.' I say, feeling extremely nauseous.

'Its fine.' He assures me, still rubbing my back.

'Thank you Nick. I really needed your help.' I say, still slightly crying.

'Im always here for you. And even after this, you want to get a restraining order on me, I'm perfectly fine with that.' He laughs, causing me to lightly laugh along.

'I know what I did was fucked up and is completely unforgivable and I'm terribly sorry for that. You didn't deserve it.' He says.

'Why?'

'Why what?'

'Why did you do it then?' I ask my voice breaking.

'Jenna.' He admitted, sighing.

'What?'

'She paid me. An excessive amount. Then she threatened to harm Jamie.' Jamie being the love of his life, that he was to scared to admit his feelings to, 'and I would have faked it but she needed proof when you walked around.' That's why he did it.. I knew it was all Jenna who mysteriously disappeared. But watch bring her bitchy self back into my life in a few days.

'I would rather me get hurt than Jamie.' I only said this because I know Jamie. She's fragile. Delicate. If Jenna did something to her, she would most likely be literally in a grave.

'It still wasn't right.'

'Its all because of Jenna.'

'I seriously want to kill her.' He says through clenched teeth.