They weren't supposed to know about that. This was my chance to change my life.
I put my face in my hands being cautious of my makeup.
"Maddy." The familiar voice of the Canadian boy called out my name.
"What?" I groaned.
"What happened back there?" he said softly.
"Shawn, when I came here it was my chance to change my life."
"Do you mean you changed who you are?" he seemed really confused. I decided to just explain it all.
"No, That's not what I did at all. Okay when I came I told myself to be myself and just do me and don't care what others say. Because that was my mistake back in Oregon I was to focused on what other people said about me. I've never told anyone this, I mean no one. I got called fat so I starved. The worst choice ever. I got bullied. My life was horrible since 4th grade. I got bullied. People harassed me constantly on the Internet. It was pretty much the movie cyber bully was happening to me. When I came here my plan was to not get bullied it was a fresh new start. I didn't want you guys to know because if you knew what I have done you would be disgusted. I'm still not happy with myself but I just don't seem to are anymore. I don't seem to care if I live if I die, if I get bullied or any of that shit. I. Just. Don't. Care."
He grabbed me and held me in a tight hug. It was a good feeling.
"I would, I mean we would never be disgusted of you! Ever. We are disgusted with the people that said that to you," he hugged me tighter.
"Thank you, Shawn," I smiled and have him a small kiss on the cheek.
"Who was that guy back there also?" Shawn asked. I laughed.
"He was my best friend awhile back but then he moved here."
"Oh," he said simply."well, lets go get some fro-yo," he suggested.
"I'm down!" I got up and started walking in that direction.
We got to the fro-yo place. I got mint fro-yo and put Oreo crumbles in it.
We sat down after paying.
"Shawn I have a question," I focused on my yogurt.
"What?" he scooped some frozen yogurt out.
"Do you really like me, honestly."
I regretted asking it, but I can't go back now.
"I mean I do. But I just met you. I don't know. I would understand if you liked Taylor because you've known him a bit longer."
"Oh, well, I'm not really sure. Like I don't know. You just are like my best friend at the moment."
"Sorry for friend zoning you," I quickly added. He laughed.
"It's cool I understand I mean how much could I like a girl I just met."
"Yeah, true," I took a bite of my fro-yo.
"Well, you are a good friend so far!"
"Haha, thanks."
We finally left the mall. I bought my penny board and Shawn got his Vans.
We got back to my house. Me and Shawn walked into Taylor's house. Taylor was sitting on the couch with a big bag of skittles. One of my favorite candy's.
I sat down next to him. He gave me a weird look.
After a but Taylor finally spoke up.
"Maddy?"
"No, it's my turn to talk so listen the fuck up. I like you Taylor I really like you. But you did what you did. That hurt me, that made a little piece of my heart break off. I can except that people make mistakes. Because I flirted with Shawn. And I do like Shawn I told him that and he likes me to but I told him that me and him are just better friends, He agreed. So, do what you want I don't care. Just don't go around breaking girls hearts." I don't know why I kinda flipped out, it just kinda happened. He looked surprised.
"I like you too. I just don't know what to say."
"If you don't then I think it's better if I just go," I got up he grabbed on to my arm.
"What?" I sighed.
"Please don't go."
"I don't have anything else to say, and you don't know what to say. Goodbye Taylor."
"Just sit here with me," he looked me straight in the eyes.
I shook my head 'no' rapidly.
"Please."
I yanked my hand away.
"I'm sorry Taylor. I-I'm going home," I stuttered.
"Just stay. Please."
I didn't say anything else and walked out. It felt good to be strong and walk out.
It didn't bother me. I'm just done with boys.
I sat on my bed.
I tweeted at Nash saying it was me. He followed. I did it to everyone, except Taylor, they followed too.
@nashgrier:" @Pumamaddy nice username😂👌"
@Pumamaddy:" @nashgrier I know! Yours is lame!👊"
@camerondallas:"@Pumamaddy You should come watch Netflix with me!"
@pumamaddy:"@camerondallas no come to my house I'm to lazy to get up!😩"
@camerondallas:"@pumamaddy fine😑 make me have to walk. Your lucky your like my sister or I'd be mad😒"
I shook my head and before I knew it Cam knocked on my door.
I swung the door open.
"You mad bro?" I laughed. He shook his head.
"Nah," he put his hand up.
I flopped onto my couch.
"Dude, now that we talked on twitter I got a bunch of followers!" I exclaimed.
"How many you got now?" He sat next to me pulling out his phone.
"Before the convo, I had like 1,000 now I have 4,000. You got me like 3,000 followers, and Nash."
"Zayum!" He said in his voice.
Me and Cam hung out for awhile. He went back and I was now alone. I had some time to think.
Before I got one thought into my head someone knocked on the door.
I opened it and was pretty surprised at what I saw.
Great.
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Oooh! Cliff hanger sorta. Idk.
Umm I'm gonna try to update every other day if I can.
Thank you for all the reads so far!
One last thing I fed a bunch of chipmunks today it was so cool.
I'm to lazy to put social media!
~Maddy:)

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