Confussion of the Heart

Chapter 1

It was a wonderful sunny day here in New York. Our school is having a vacation for 2 weeks. So here I am at home going online and checking my emails like any other normal day. Ow ya I forgot to introduce myself. Hi My name is Amanda Sky, I am an ordinary student in Coast High. Oh now where was I. Ah, its a normal day for me coz' I was just spending my holiday here at home. Most of my classmates had gone out of town to spend the holiday, how ecxiting. PING my phone went off, awesome its one of my crushes. His name is Qeis. His an american and is so into sports. His in my class at school. Qeis is one of the most popular boys in our class. His quite chubby though.. Cute.. GUESS WHAT HE TEXTED ME!! He said he likes me too.. How wonderful, ah what a beautiful morning it is. Soon enough we've been texting non stop all week. My tummy is now filled with butterflies. Not litterally though. Its an exaguration.. Imagine how gross it is if butterflies were actually in my tummy.. eeeuuuyyyy.. Anyways, we've beem texting all week and I was so flattered. I kept on re-reading all of our text. I wish we could hang out but sadly Qeis is out of town for the holiday. Ahh!! How disturbing, but I'm still happy that we were texting non-stop. Soon enough I went online and looked up that if we're texting all the time theres a possibility to find a spark near by between the two of us. And I was all like "wooohoo" while jumping on my bed. I had hoped for this for a very long time. Wishes do come true!

After texting for a week Qeis had asked me to be u know and I was all like YES! YES! Then said as soon as he come home he'll carve our initials on a very special tree.. "Aawww how romantic" I texted with tons of smilies. It seems like every day he became more and more sweeter than ever. Day by day passes he kept on asking my conditions, how was I doing. How can one boy be so sweet. Wait.. All of a sudden I got a flash back on my ex, Kennedy. Gosh I miss him. He was so sweet and day by day he always ask how am I doing, and say sweet, romantic things to me. What made me dump him is that he was always near other girls. Since those gals got near Kennedy he started to grew far from me. So I got so sick of it! And I couldnt take it anymore. You know how hurt it feels. #Urgh.. Finally Qeis is back in New York.. Loved having him back in my neighbourhood. I didnt mention that before didnt I? So, Qeis and me are in the same neighbourhood. We never hung out though our houses are not far. Well I love to watch Qeis play soccer from my bedroom window. The way he just runs under the glowing sunshine is absoutlutely spactacular.. Ahh! I just love the view. You might be wondeering why I dont hang out with him though our houses are near. Well I am just shy to hang out plus I am not allowed. But I understand why I am not allowed, I mean what if I got hurt or something.. The sidewalk is not that big ya' know.