Hey so my name is Ella and I have no idea what happens in 50 shades of grey so let’s just go with it yeah? Haha enjoy!
CHAPTER 1-
Being 17 is one thing but as soon as you hit the 18 mark it’s a whole new world, maybe it's just the way I look at things but to me when I turn 18 I want to be a new person. A new Maddie, it's something I have wanted to do for a long time. I want to make a change in my life something that will; I don't know spice things up.
I'm 17 turning 18 in 2 months; I have long blonde hair and a toned body. I like to keep fit; I love running and soccer and can't stop eating apples! My life has been dysfunctional ever since was a young child but now that im older I want to take a hold of my life. I have taken a gap year before I decided on university’s and all of that sort of shit, so I have been hanging around in Melbourne for the past few months pretty much doing nothing. I should probably explain something first, when I was growing up, my family and I were in a serious car accident, my little sister was thrown out of the front window and died instantly, my mum broke three ribs and one punctured her heart and my Dad, he got out of the car and ran. I never found out why he ran and the police never told me, he was found eventually and placed in Jail but I was never allowed to go and see him. They told me never to go see him, they enforced in my mind that I can't see him till the age of 18. I have waited 10 years for this and now I'm not even sure if I want to go and find him..
Life has been hard since I have been a kid but I guess even without an immediate family I have always had Gina. Gina is like my mother she has always been here for me and done everything she can for me. I have been living with her and her three kids, Luke, Jai and Beau, they are my brothers. I have grown up with these boys and I know everything about them, they are my best friends and I don’t know what I would do without them. They mean more than life, they are my life and well Gina and the boys have made my life, worth living again and I could never ever thank them enough.
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It was a Thursday afternoon when I felt a change, it could be the weather or it may have just been in my mind. Beau and I were lying under a massive tree that stood in the middle of a park down the road from where we lived. He was on his phone reading through his Facebook and I was trying to read a book my friends told me was really good. I sat up and stretched my back when something grabbed my attention, it was Beau. I saw something in his eyes I had never seen before and I’m not even exactly sure what it was but it was pulling me towards him. I took a deep breath and stood up; Beau sat up in confusion and asked if everything was okay?
“Yeah, I’m fine,” I said trying to ignore looking at him. “I just need to stretch my legs.”
“Oh okay, I’ll come with you, to be honest Facebook gets boring after a while” he replied with that drop dead gorgeous smile of his. I shook my head at even the thought that I was thinking such things, picked up my bag and started to walk off. Suddenly I felt an arm placed around my shoulders and whispers in my ear, I shoved him off and just kept walking.
“Maddie is something up? You’re not normally like this? I’m just trying to have some fun with you..” He said walking a few steps behind me.
“Don’t worry okay, I just don’t feel 100% and my head is just playing tricks on me. I’ll be fine I just need some rest.” I replied trying to pick up my walking pace.
I heard beau start to run towards me, he was trying to catch up but the thing was I didn’t want him to. When he was 1 meter away from me he started to walk the other way, I stopped and turned around. There he was, walking away. Away is better, I need to organise what this is, what am I feeling? This is too much, way too much.
After spending an hour just sitting in the park alone I decided to head home, Mum would be starting to worry and I know I promised Jai I would go to the gym with him this afternoon. When I opened the front door Beau was standing there with a worried look on his face, Gina lowered her voice as soon as I was in hearing distance and they both waved but then turned away. I didn’t take any notice to it and went straight up to the twin’s room, without thinking I opened the door and walked it. With my luck there was Luke standing there, wearing nothing. Not one piece of material was covering anything on his body, his hair was wet and his chest stood out like a tree in a flower patch. I quickly revaluated what I was doing and went in and sat on his bed. Luke ignored me and kept doing what he was doing, even though I was here and he was there he didn’t care and either did I. But as soon as I thought of beau I was instantly turned on.
“so luke, I was wondering what are you doing tonight?” I asked lying on his bed while he slowly got dressed.
“Gym, movies, dinner. Did mum not tell you we are going out? Actually knowing her she probably didn’t haha”
“Ah okay, so i should probably get out of these clothes and put my gym stuff on yeah?”
“Yeah sounds good, Beau wants to leave in 10 and Jai said he will meet us there, he is at James house at the moment” I nodded my head agreeing to what he said and walked out. I went into my room took my shirt of and placed on my tank top with my soft short shorts. My hair was already in a messy bun on the top of my head so all I had to do was grab some clothes for tonight and head to the car. When I walked down stairs to leave I ran into Beau, he looked as amazing as ever with his shirt slightly ripped on the side and his shorts just sitting there waiting to be pulled off. Beau looked at me with a look I hadn’t seen in a while, it was confusion and worry. “Beau are you okay? You look worried?” I asked started to freak out.
“Yeah Maddie, I’m perfectly fine I was just about to ask you the exact same thing.. You have been acting weird this afternoon and I want to make sure you’re okay.”
“Yeah I’m fine, just felt a bit sick before but it’s okay everything is fine now, are you ready to go to gym? Oh and try and bet my pb today I can tell you that you won’t” I said as I hit his ass and ran down the stairs. Beau watched we walk into the kitchen and yelled “Oh Maddie you’re on!”
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