"I swear I'm a good girl, dude!"
"Lies. If you are then why do you say all the things you say?"
"Just because I said that, it doesn't mean ill actually do them!"
"So you'll never do everything you say?"
"I mean i will one day but I don't know exactly when."
"How about today, right now?"
"To be honest, I don't think I'm ready for that today. I'm super nervous."
"Alright. That's ok. I'm not gonna force you to do anything you aren't ready for."
"Ok."
After that we just both stayed quiet and looked out the windows. Listening to music. I was overthinking everything. "If i take a sip of my drink is something gonna happen?" "If i look at him is he gonna do some-"
"Stop overthinking everything. We aren't gonna do anything you don't want to."
"Ok. Thanks for not pressuring me."
Then we just looked at each other. I was looking at your handsome face that i risked everything for. I was looking at the way that you were looking at me. And i loved every second of it. I loved the way it made me feel like a fire was burning inside of me. Like i would explode at any moment from the happiness and excitement inside of me. But when i looked into your eyes, something inside of us sparked. We both leaned in at the same time. Our lips caught each other like it had been practiced over and over until it was memorized. And then I laughed. I'm not sure why, but you laughed along with me.
"If you don't want to then we don't have to" you said with a smile on your face, "unless you do?"
I didn't even answer you. I just grabbed your head and pulled you towards me. There was no doubt that whatever the tension in the car was had just been cut open with a knife. We released all of our pent up desire. Your hands roamed my body. They were everywhere. On my thighs, on my back, and on my ass. Then you trailed your hand over the top of my shirt. And before you got the your destination you slowly pulled away with my lip in between your teeth.
"Is this ok?"
I couldn't even open my eyes or speak. So i just nodded and you kept going. You finally let your hand inside my shirt. My breath hitched and i swear i felt like i was on cloud nine. You pushed my bra out of the way and slowly started what you had been wanting to do the entire night. Our lips moved in a rhythm that made me lose my mind, and the way that you would use your hand. The way used your hand was something that I never wanted to forget. We kept going. Nothing could have made me stop at that point. Eventually we pulled away. And right when we did you got a phone call. After you hung up you looked at me with a small smile on your face.
"We gotta go."
I just nodded. Nothing could make me come down from how high i felt
