Living With Fear

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Fear is something I have always struggled with. Fear of not making my parents proud. Fear of not being the best example to my three siblings. Fear of being a failure at a job. Fear of being a disappointment as a Youth leader the list goes on . I've noticed that once I've allowed fear to be part of my life I have allowed doubt to be welcome too.
When doubt comes in it starts to control my mind. I begin to doubt if I'm good enough, I begin to doubt about God's purpose for my life and then I begin to doubt God , I begin to doubt if he's really there for me.
Allowing Fear and doubt to be part of my life became like a disease you can't get rid of. Growing up I went through a season where Fear and doubt became extreme. I also went through a season where that led me to anxiety problems and suicidal thoughts, and that's when I realized things had to change. Although I knew a change had to happen , the thought of overcoming everything I struggled with seemed impossible. I would ask myself "Why are you allowing this to control you ? " Now I can answer that , Because I kept feeding my Struggles instead of starving it. God has done a complete work in my life, and I know he wants to do the same for you !

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