CHAPTER 3:
Louis point of view
April 26th, 2023
Well it’s basically 2 months now since I’ve seen Eleanor. But it seems like a lifetime. I’m always calling her telling her I miss her and it seems she really doesn’t care. And it’s not like she would call me. I would call her. And after the first 5 minutes on the phone she would “have to go” and I’d tell her I loved her and she would just hang up. I’ve been telling Harry how heartbroken I’ve been and he’s been telling me to break-up with her but there’s just something in my heart that won’t let me. I’m always telling Harry I don’t love her anymore but I really do. My life wouldn’t be the same without her. Yes, I know, I really should just break-up with her because she is being a really big bitch. But I mean, I can’t. It’s like telling pop that it can’t be with tart. Meanwhile, pop still wants to be with tart. Do you get what I mean? Like I still love her but I have the feeling she doesn’t love me. Right now I seriously don’t know what to do with myself anymore. And we aren’t even broken up yet! I have a feeling it’s going to be soon though. But I am a bit happy because I am finally able to see her on May 4th after a REALLY long time. Well to me at least. Harry says I shouldn’t go but it’s my choice. I want to see her! And he won’t stop me. I love Harry but he doesn’t seem to give the best advice sometimes…
May 6th, 2023
Crying my eyes out nonstop. I can’t believe when I went to go see my beautiful girlfriend, there she was…… Kissing another man. I walked in on her. She looked at me as I walked in and screamed my name telling me she was sorry. I threw the flowers at her face and cried walking out the door.
“Lou! Wait! Please I can explain!”
“I don’t want to hear another word from you Eleanor! I LOVED you! And what do you do? Go find another man to be with? YOU CHEATER! You will never find a man like me. NEVER.” I told her as I cried my eyes out going back to the airport. All she kept saying was Lou please. I ignored her stupid ass. When I came to Harry’s flat I told him everything. He was actually crying when I was speaking. Then, Liyla came in and was upset too. I couldn’t even believe that happened. I’ve done nothing but be a good boyfriend to her and this is what I get…. I don’t want to even live anymore….
