CHAPTER 5:
Harry’s point of view
May 12th, 2023
Today was the scariest day of my life. So it was 9:00 A.M. and I was getting ready to go on set with the boys. Meanwhile, Liyla was helping her friend Michelle move in to our flat! I’m really excited that she’s staying with us. Anyway, when we got on set, and Louis was upset. Niall was trying to cheer him up and it worked a little. Liam was talking to him about it and Lou just didn’t want to talk. I was telling him to just let it go and move on and he just kept saying ‘I don’t want to though…’ Zayn was getting sick and tired of it.
“You know Lou; you have been depressed for about a week now. Yes I know you are probably upset, but seriously? You are taking it too far. She broke her heart and you are still going after her? LET IT GO. SHE’S A SLUT. SHE CHEATED ON YOU LOU. LET HER GO. SHE SHOULD BE WORTH NOTHING TO YOU.”
Everyone sat there in silence as Louis cried. Liam comforted him but he didn’t want to be bothered. I have to say I agreed with Zayn. Basically everyone agreed with Zayn. Probably even Louis did too. Paul told us we could leave and we all had no idea where Louis was. We thought he might’ve gone home but we weren’t sure. I was worried though. As I rushed home to the flat, I started to look for Lou. I was screaming his name asking where he was. I walked into the bathroom and there he was sitting on the floor with pills his hand. I ran to get the phone calling 911.
“Lou! Please! Don’t go on me now! Please don’t!” crying to him while hugging him tight. I heard him say ‘I love you Harry.’
“Lou, don’t say that! Please don’t! Help is on the way” crying to him while still holding him tightly. The ambulances came and go them him right way. I called, Liyla and Michelle first, to tell the boys and everyone to come to the hospital immediately.
All I kept thinking while in the waiting room was Louis is dead. My best friend is dead. My other half is dead. What am I going to do with myself? How am I going to live? While I was sobbing my eyes out.
The doctor came in telling everyone that he was all right. We were all relieved but was still crying in tears. Just getting out the last bits of worried tears. We thought about calling Eleanor and telling her what happened so we did. Eleanor was really worried and got the first flight in the morning. When we went into Louis room to see him, he was crying. Telling everyone he was sorry. I was sobbing my heart out. He asked everyone to go out besides me.
“Harry, I am so sorry.” Lou told me in shame.
“Lou, I almost lost you. Why would you do that! You’re my best friend. I don’t want to lose you. Why?” I screamed. He started to cry and he gave me a look of shame. Then I knew it was because of Eleanor. I shook my head and went towards him and hugged him. I was really disappointed in him. I thought he was stronger but I was just happy he was okay.
May 14th, 2023
Liyla’s been very sleepy lately because her and Michelle have been taking care of Lou. They said he’s doing a lot better and he’s been smiling! I am really excited! Liyla has been going to bed at like 9:30ish. I am really surprised but I mean they have done a lot for Lou. Well me and Liyla have a dinner date and we are going to ask the doctors if Lou can come out of the hospital and come with us and maybe invite Michelle. Liyla said that Lou was mostly smiling when Michelle was talking. So hopefully things will work out!
