"Dear Diary"You said to yourself as you wrote in a pink book that you called a diary.
"Taehyung hasn't noticed me. Yet. I guess he's to busy doing things popular kids do."
You have liked Taehyung since Gr. 6 and your now in grade 9. Boarding school to be exact.
Your roommates with a girl called Wendy. She's really nice. You are best friends with her which is surprising because Wendy is really popular. She's dating Taehyung.
You were worried about their relationship because they were always in silly, small fights.
You were now writing in your diary. About life. About love. About Taehyung. You were a lonely girl. Nothing close to popular. Shy and depressed.
You were laying in your bed looking at the grey ceiling with a blank face. Spacing out of the cruel world.
In your mind you were now floating in space. Getting everything you've ever wanted. Needed. That you know you would never get in the future. Until Wendy walked in.
"Hey Y/N." She said with a bright and friendly smile as you looked at her.
"Hey Wendy."
You showered with warm water. The water made you feel relaxed. You were spacing out which is good. Spacing out is an everyday thing. Its like a good dream which takes you away from everything,everyone. Going to space and floating away. Thinking about anything that could make you feel better. Perhaps someone that could come to you and hold your hand saying it's going to be okay.
If only that person could be real. I guess not.
As you finished showering you went to bed and couldn't fall asleep. You put on some music that you could listen to to calm you down. It helped.
You woke up screaming. You have the same nightmare every night. The screaming couldn't go away. The cries couldn't go. The blood couldn't go. It was the same. You were suffering.
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