Is Forever Enough?

Chapter one

"Will you just talk to me! Walking away won't solve your problems! You need help, my help!" he said. How dare he think  I need him.  If  anything he needs me. Ugh. He gets me so...so mad!

"There's nothing to talk about! It's over! I....I hate you!"  I started crying. This whole "break-up" thing is terribly hard to do. Why'd he have to say that? Its his fault. He couldn't keep his mouth shut.

"I'm sorry! It slipped! I didn't mean to call you that! It....uh....just came out?" he defended.

"Is that a question? You're asking me if it "just came out"? You're pathetic. First, you call me a whore for having hung out with your brother. Who's gay! Then, you defend it by asking me if you answer was right? Why do you torture me?" I say. I'm over screaming and crying now. I'm just gonna talk. He can scream and yell all he wants. I'm going to be mature about this conversation outside the classroom.

"That's not fair. I...."

"Just answer the question." I interupt his long statement on how I'm "wrong". Yeah, right.

"Honestly Adrien? Well, I can't answer you honestly. I can't because I don't even know.  There's something about you being mad that I can't help. I love everything about you. Even the things I hate, I love.  If you can't realize how much I care for you then.....then......." he's interupted by the lunch bell.

"Then maybe we should break up." I whisper. I didn't think he heard me until he spoke up.

" Really? Is....is that what you want?" he croaked.

"Honestly, yes. I'm not going to be that couple who can't make up their minds, Eddy. Third fight in the past two weeks. I can't. I feel bad for it happening this way, but I'm not sorry." I say with enough confidence as I can manage. I can see he wants to cry but he won't. I know he won't let his ego get over run by his feelings.

"Okay. See ya' in biology tomarrow." he said and walked away.  As he turned down the right corodor Nicky taps me on the shoulder. I turn around and we head to lunch.

" What was that about? Did you break his little heart?" she asks. I know I did but I'd feel even worse if he started getting bullied because he got dumped by a girl.

" More like the other way around. I don't mind though. It was for the best. The relationship obviously wasn't going anywhere but to bed. I'm not having sex with a guy unless he proves he'd wait if I wanted to wait." I say and mean it. Ofcoarse I don't wanna wait. I just wanna make sure he cares enough to wait with me if I did.

"Oh. Ok. Do you mind if I screw him then? Or would that be bad?" she asks.

"You can have him. Just don't hurt his feelings to much. He still has them." I retaliate and we both start laughing.

Nicky eventually leaves me because she thought she saw her ex-girlfriend. She used to be bisexual. Sometimes I think she still likes girls too but she always denies it.

Eventually, Riley comes up with me. He is a very handsome boy. We have been great friends since last year. A few years ago I despised him, but that was untill we got forced to get to know eachother. We got forced to play "seven mintues in heaven" or whatever shit it was called and instead we just talked. We did kiss for thirty seconds so when they opened the door they would think we did the whole time. The point is he's cool.

"How did your overly dramatic breakup go?" he whispers.

"Good enough for you to give me my twenty bucks now." I whisper back. He is the only person I told I was breaking up with Eddy. I was going to anyway but he called me a whore and that made it worse. Riley promised me twenty bucks if I could get it to be dramatic enough to disrupt class during a test. I did it and he owes me.