That Heart is starting to Break

1: Will there be a little crack in her heart soon?

August 31, 2011

Dear Diary,

6:30 AM

My name is Airi, Airi Fujiwara and I just turned 8 years old today. I'm from Bangladesh, It's to the east of India on the Bay of Bengal... Well you might be wondering why I have a Japanese name and I'm from a country that's far away from there, It's because My parents are Japanese and they wanted me to have a different culture and traditions, I don't know why on earth. Me and my Family just moved to America in NYC about a week ago... to be honest this is a little weird but I'll get used to it. I'm also starting school today so I have to get ready...

Alright I'm all ready now so Lets goooooooo!!!

7:19 AM

Well we are inside a car right now and this is very exciting because I've never been on one where I came from. My family from my father and mothers side are big and they had a lot of fortune but since we moved to another country my dad had to work for us to stay there run the family because both my mother and fathers family didn't support them taking me, my brother and sister to another country and growing up there. Well moving on the view which is very very pretty and very well developed. 

7:57 AM

We're at School finally phew  that was a long ride. When I got out of the car I kinda froze seeing so many kids different from our culture in fact I didn't see anyone from our culture there... I was wondering If they were going to like me... 5 minutes has passed I said bye to my father and my sibling because they were in a different school something called "Middle School" well we don't have that where we come from but okay... I start to walk inside but while walking there was just too many questions popping up inside my mind but I couldn't even ask anything to anyone because the main thing was that I only knew the word "Hello" and the sentence "I don't understand". For a second I was confused because they took us to a place called the "Cafeteria" I'm guessing It was somewhere you eat morning food (Breakfast) but I already ate so I was just sitting in an empty space and thinking a lot...

12:00 PM

I couldn't write anything down because there were many classes but after that some people showed me the way to my class when I showed them my class schedule but being honest here I didn't understand anything  there except math class which was just problems you solve ez peezy  It's lunch time and my mom packed me lunch so I'll be back in awhile after eating...

12:45 PM 

So were kinda in english right now because they made us form a line and follow them for some reason... So we took all took a seat and they asked for our Names well that I atleast knew I didn't write it but my father said If they ask for someone called "Name" say your name well so everyone was saying their names and I'm kinda nervous so when It was my turn I kinda just spit out Airi Fujiwara fast so the teacher asked me to repeat but I didn't know what that was so I kinda looked like I was ignoring her... a moment has passed  she is still looking at me like I'm crazy what the freaking god am I supposed to do when I don't even know what she is saying... Then out of nowhere a gentle pat on my head.. who can this be? I turned around and It's a boy... WHAT THEEEEEE ACTUAL potato... Inside my head I'm freaking out because mother told me not to talk to any strangers especially "BOYS" but It was such a good pat... Let's not be weird =3= after about 5 seconds he removed his hands away from my head and said "It's Airi Fujiwara, Ma'am." after that she still looked at me mad because she thought I was ignoring her when I wasn't but I couldn't say I wasn't but the boy could so I just gave him a sad eye contact so he said "Sorry Ma'am but She does not understand english." and then the Teacher said "Ohhhhh you should've said so dear!!! I'm very sorry sweety. Next...". After some time It was finally his turn to share his name and that moment I was very interested in him so I listened as he said "Er-vin"... I was very confused because he didn't say his last name... but alright.

2:00 PM

FINALLY ugh It's over for god sake at that very moment I saw my father but with him was my mother -.o-. wait wait wait AHHHHHH WHAT IF MOTHER FINDS OUT THAT A BOY PATTED MEEEEEE AND AND AND 

Mother: Hey Sweety, How was school?

Airi: uh uh uhhh umm um.. School was AWESOMEEE why did you ask that? does she know???? oh my god ahhhhhh 

Mother: What? Is it wrong for a mother to ask "How was school?" on her daughter's first day of school in America?

My Mother was a very scary lady even though she doesn't show it because when you see her for the first time she will look like a very very very very very very Nice Woman well she is but she can be scary and when she is you shouldn't be near her or you'll catch on fire and then r.i.p

Airi: No No, That not what I meant but pfft forget it... Let's just go home.

Mother: Okay, Darling.

To Be Continued...