homophobic; jjk

prologue

prologue

taehyung's eyes lingered on the black-haired boy before him. wasn't it amazing? even this distance made exitement rush through his veins and cheeks blush a dark shade of red. with trembling hands, he tapped on the male's shoulder. he wasn't even close to ready for this.

"c-c-could i borrow your pencil, please?" taehyung stuttered, trying to avoid eye contact with the confused male. "yeah, 'course." the black haired boy half-heartedly smiled, passing over the pencil.
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the reason why taehyung didn't say his name while asking for the pencil was because he thought he was going to mess up and accidentally confess out of nowhere. it's strange, because whenever taehyung says his name he feels overwhelmed with emotions where he just wants to scream out how much he loves him.

taehyung didnt know anybody else who was attracted to the same gender as them, and it honestly scared him because people around him obviously hated the thought of making love with the same gender. but taehyung at the same time didnt care about what other people thought. he was just going to love his beloved jungkook from the shadows, where nobody knew or even suspected it.

because taehyung knew one thing clearly; jungkook was a homophobe.

a rude one, at that. well, not the type who would just stay away from homo's and avoid getting into any business with them, but the type to whip their ass with painful words.

if taehyung hadn't known jungkook was a strict homophobe like that, he would have definitely confessed long ago. but thank god, taehyung managed to hear him and his friends making fun of them and calling them fags, calling them disgusting. it honestly hurt taehyung but, there's nothing he can do against it.
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"taehyung," jungkook turned around, holding out his hand. taehyung's eyes widened with his pulse not calming down.

jungkook said my name-

"can i have my pencil back?" he asked, making taehyung gulp. taehyung nodded slowly, passing him the pencil and looking away. jungkook's eyes held confusion in them, but he shrugged it off. but, just then.

taehyung let out a loud shriek, making the whole class look at him. its not like this was the first time he had skinship with a guy but it's jungkook!

as jungkook was taking his pencil, his finger grazed taehyung's palm so he felt a weird electric shock right there. jungkook glared at taehyung, who looked down and apologized.

"holy shit, whats up with you?" jungkook forced out a laugh, looking back at the blackboard. taehyung's cheeks flushed in embarrassment while he tried to shake it off with a pitiful chuckle.

and like this, the rest of his day passed by like always.

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