truth or dare

coming out

August 8 2017 at around 8 p.m was just another night, that is, until he texted. My older cousin, radix as I call him, he was checking up on me because we were pretty close. I was gonna say everything is fine but really  it wasn't. Something was bothering me for a few months , oh and I've explored it, and I knew it wasn't going away. I was gay. That line was stuck in my head and I couldn't stop thinking about it. I decided to tell radix. Radix is your typical fuckboy. Full of steeze, loads of cash,tall,skinny and a bit of a stammer which makes him kind of cute. Anyways our text went like

Radix- wassup boy
Rey- uhm, cuz I have something I gotta tell you
Radix- sure?
Rey- I'm gay
Radix- what?
Rey- yeah I am. Fucked up I know
Radix- I'm calling a family meeting. No one in my family has gay blood
Rey- I fucking dare you to try. Try and expose me and we'll see if u enjoy the family knowing you've had three girls get abortions not u got aids bruh
Radix- kid u wouldn't
Rey - try me. I think it's best we don't speak till u make peace with this.
Radix- 😬whatever
Rey- bye bitch. N don't forget the cash you owe me next week.
Rey- Radix u there?
Rey- ugh whatever.

Radix has made peace n understands I'm gay. Well I guess I'm bi. fuck I'm confused again. growing up is hard