Through The Dark (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

My tears blurred that moment. All I knew was that the constant slapping and kicking wouldn't end. All I heard was "IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT ALEX, YOU WORTHLESS CRAP!" These words came out of the mouth of my father, the one who was supposed to be my guardian, my parent. When he finally got bored of hitting me, he would always go to the bar and drink his pain away.

My life was never meant to be normal, I guess it was supposed to be terrible. As others would say, "I'm just your average 16 year old." Well, not me. I'm just that girl in the back of the class that always wore long sleeved shirts and jeans in the summer to cover up her scars, that one girl who rarely shows up to school, that girl who lives in a house with creeking floors and doors, in a house where rats make a home of their own. Worst of all, I lost my mother which tore my world apart.

No one felt my pain, just the world giving me pain, making me weaker day by day. I felt no one on my side, everybody just against me, even my own father. I was weak, always hiding from my father.

He was always drunk and never took care of me or his own self. I had suicidal thoughts everyday, like my father would care, but I knew that one day things would go back to normal, that he'll be that same father he used to be. I've always wished to rewind my life, to prevent my mother's death and to keep our family together and not apart.

The hitting had me running away for days, but I'd always come back. But one time, I'm grateful I ran away. If i hadn't, I wouldn't have ever met him. The one who cured my heart. My savior.

xHope you like this beginning, this is my first fanfic so I'm pretty excited. I'll update when I get 20 reads. So spread the word pleaassee. Thanks and enjoy:)x