you're okay

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Y/N POV

I stared out along the building. I was so high, the wind was practically pushing me off the building. My winter cap caught the wind and fell off to the low streets in a slow spiral. I took a gander down below me and saw small cars passing each other along the road. Cold air stung my nose, making my eyes weld up with more tears. This has absolutely been the worst year of my life. I've been diagnosed with depression for about five or six years, but this has hit its all time low. My parents died in an accident, I lost my detective job, my dog ran away and I haven't found him for 2 months, I ran out of antidepressants, no man will ever love me, and worst of all, I'm in love with a fucking robot that doesn't even know what a female is.

"Y/n..."

I heard a soft and concerned voice behind me. I looked over my shoulder to see Connor. The dumb ass robot that I'm helplessly in love with. "Go away Connor" I said coldly. "Y/n, what are you doing? Come here" he said confused. "I just want to be alone Connor" I said. "What?" He said, not able to hear me over the wind and cars whooshing past. "I said go away!" I said a little louder. "Y/n, why don't you come closer so I can hear you better?" He said. Now that I'm seeing it, he could definitely hear me and he was just trying to find a way to get me away from the ledge, but I'm the moment my dumb ass fell for it.

                  I took a step backwards, then turned to face him. I walked closer to him until we were a two persons length away. "What do you want?" I asked. "What are you doing on the roof of the Cyber Life tower?" He asked, raising an eyebrow and tilting his head downwards. "Who told you I was here?" I asked, scrunching my eyebrows together. "I asked you first" he said. Fuck. What do I say now?

"I was just admiring the view" I smiled painfully.
"Your heart rate has raised by 20% are you sure that is the reason?" He asked, stepping closer. His hair covered the side of his forehead. I always did love the way Cyber Life made his hair. "You know Connor, you're not that bad looking for a robot" I smirked. He raised an eyebrow and straightened his posture. "You know... you're not that bad in general" I said, whooshing my hand in the air. "Actually, you're not bad at all" I shrugged. He raised his chin and swallowed as he maintained eye contact.

"My life's falling apart in front of my own damn eyes Connor! Can't you see it?!" I said, raising my tone. "I lost my job! My parents and dog are gone! I ran out of antidepressants so I'm going insane! And worst of all, I'm in love with you and I'm dumb enough to think something would actually happen!" I said, fully crying now.
"Y/n-"
"No Connor! I know you don't know what love is and actually, we both don't" I laughed wiping my eyes. "But hey, I guess I never have to know" I shrugged.  

I turned quickly and started sprinting to the ledge. I heard Connor running behind me, hot on my trail. I could almost see it, I can feel the air carrying me, until my shirt collar was snatched and I was pulled back onto the roof. It's gone.
"Y/n!" He said grabbing me into a hug. "You're okay" he whispered repetitively, out of breath. I broke down and sobbed my heart out as Connor clutched the back of my head, shoving me into his chest. "You're okay" he choked out.

"You're okay"











It's been a week since the roof incident and I've been staying in a hospital for 10 hours each day. Connor comes to visit almost everyday after work. He brings me food too, and flowers. He came into the room after knocking. My smile brightened, "good afternoon Y/n", He was smiling too. He sat in the chair next to me as I sat cross legged on the bed. He opened his bag and gave me a blueberry muffin. "Thank you Connor, that is very thoughtful of you" I smiled, blushing a little. We talked for a little until I brought that day up. "Thank you for uh... saving me... that night. I... I really appreciate it Connor. I... I really appreciate you too" I said, staring down at my knee.

He smiled softly, "Y/n, I've never... reciprocated the human emotion love before... until Hank introduced it to me... the day you first came to the office, I thought that you were the most beautiful person I've ever seen. I-I just... couldn't... stop myself from... trying to be near you and staring at you. Hank soon noticed and said that I had a 'crush' on you? I don't really know why he said it because I'd never want to crush you" he said, making me giggle. "But, what I do know now is... that, I never want to feel this emotion ever again... as long as I'm with you" he said, his cheeks turning blue.

           I was smiling so hard I thought my face would crumble apart. I grabbed the side of his jaw and pulled him into kiss me. I closed my eyes softly as he responded to my gesture. When we released, we stared each other in the eyes and smiled.
"I'm in love with you Connor" I said.
"I'm in love with you too Y/n".

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