Choosing August

Mixed Feelings

Chapter 4:

"Jadore you look amazing tonight" Korteze said to me && as much as I wanted to hate him he was making me feel some type of way, his deep voice still sent chills down my spine with those soft lips that used to be all mines. I closed my eyes && took in his scent, he had on my favorite cologne by Dolce && Gabbana damn I miss having that scent left in my bed, I opened my eyes back up && turned around to face him. He had on all white as well, white v neck revealing my favorite tattoo on his chest slightly , white pants, black and white Jays, with his curly hair cut into a mohawk && had on some Ray Bans I'm sure to cover his low eyes "Hi Korteze" I said semi annoyed. "Dangggg so it's like that, we're on government names now?" He said jokingly. "What's up Marcel?" "Marcel" okay okay I guess I can take that, I saw you in here tonight looking all good making me miss the shit outta you and I wanted to know if you wanted to come back to my crib so we could talk?" "Lol, really Marcel, I can't beli- && before I could get another word out he grabbed me behind the neck && kissed the shit outta me, I wanted to make him stop but neither my feelings nor this liquor would let me" when he broke the kiss finally he said "Look Dore, I know I fucked up && I've been paying for it every since just come back to the crib with me tonight && we'll talk about it" I was about to say no but he kissed me again && I couldn't, even though he fucked over me, I still loved that guy, he was my first && only, hadn't been with another guy since he && I had broken up. I looked around the club for Indy && Truth still couldn't find them but I saw August now in the crowd with his fans taking selfies, I smiled a little, damn he looked like he was down to earth. I looked back at Teze got up and said okay I'll go, I don't know why, maybe this liquor had me missing him or my thoughts from earlier tonight, I texted Indy figuring she was the less drunk && gave her the code for the valet to pull the truck around && told her to drive careful I'd be back in the morning, of course her nosey ass texted me right back asking if I found a lil cutie, I lied && just said yeah because I really didn't want her knowing I was going over Teze's she'd never let me hear the end of it. So after I texted Indy && told her the game plan I said I loved them && Teze && I were on the way to his spot.

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