I really want to let go
I really want to just stop
I really want just leave
But i can't say any of this
I really want to cry
I really want to scream
I really want to start over
But I'm already way too deep
I really want to escape
I really want to let go
I really want to understand
But my head is way too loud
I'm not fixable anymore
I don't want to be fix anymore
I just wanna leave
Can anymore hear me anymore?
Have I made to many mistakes
That I don't even know myself?
Have I recreated myself too many time that I don't even know me?
Does anymore know me?
I can't start a friendship because I'm too complicated
I can't start a relationship because I'm too broken
I can't be good with my friends because I make life too hard
I can't be good with my family because I can't do nothing right.
I don't want to be here anymore
I want to find myself again.
I'm scared
And it's loud
And my head hurts to much to think
I just want to leave
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Tiny little bits of writing
RandomHey these are going to be like poems but just my own view on things in some writing I have been doing, sorry I haven't been on lately I had to delete the app then i couldn't get back on lol XD
