The fog is so thick I can't see but I can feel your heart pounding as my hearts pounds for you. I told you would never leave me, the jokes on me!
The first 2 days your so called family and friend call or come by to comfort me then I wake up one day alone! Now I think of leaving this world I mean who would notice .I am a burden and black sheep always.
Who is Toni really cause I lost her along time ago. I fake yo be the great Mom to my grown children saying " I'm fine" when I'm dead inside with demons . I have to be the greatest daughter so I fake to be the best daughter to my Mom always crying out wanting my mother's love but I can't seem needy.
I lost who I am when I was an innocent child. I can not live in the past, my family tells me but the flashback and vision of darkness lingers on.
Do I try to find Toni or remove her from this world?
YOU ARE READING
Where are You
PoetryI have lost parts of myself that sometimes I find when I write poems or just words on paper release my feelings and frees me!!!
