Don't judge.... please and thank you
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The sun shone though my window as the birds started chirping, causing me to stir from my slumber. A warm welcoming sensation hugged me from under the covers and as I open my eyes I begin to noticed how blurry my sight was. I sit up from of the couch that is replacing my bed and look up at the mirror directly in front of me, giving my body time to wake up and for the blurriness to disappear. I glance up at the mirror and I am no longer surprised by what I see. White noise fills my head.
This person in the mirror isn't me.
It's the demon who follows me around and lives deep inside of me. Only to be seen when I'm alone. She looks me up and down while giving me her look of disapproval. Her sharp words drilling a way into my mind, she is plotting a million ways for my demise.
Her words no longer effects my heart, I have built a steel door around it. After years of torment and pain I have gotten used to it. There isn't anything else she can take from me.
She has already ridden me of my parents, my sanity and worse of all, my hope.
I have learnt to live my life around her, ignoring her whenever I can, but sometimes she gets really desperate and wants to see break. Every so often, she wanders her way out of my head and I find her in the real world. She takes on the the form of another human and teases me with false hope. It's not until I feel her soft, warm finger brush upon my cheek that I realise it's all fake, a lie to make me trust her. Just so she can ruin my life all over again.
Good things don't happen to people like me. Especially since I've been marked by her.
The one who calls herself my friend.
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