INFINITE REASONS WHY I LOVE YOU 🖤

Chap 10 : SORRY FOR ALL I DID.

Bell rang and.....

" hey stop , are u gonna cry now?!" I questioned her as her eyes were wet. " Mmmm nah well who knows she was my best friend I mean after Sam." I felt really bad for her cuz I know the pain of being separated from our best friend. " don't worry okay" I tried to make her feel comfy. " I'm not worried she left me long back and I'm not that weak to cry and break down so easily" her bold voice come in action.
" okay continue your story" since I was too eager to know about her HER life.

"Nah stop Ani I'm bored of talking of myself. Tell something about u" she said when she softly beat me. Listen SHE BEAT ME SHE TOUCHED ME. Okay I'm not cheesy here though.

RHEAAAAAA....!!!!! Someone called HER..! " yeah!"
She responded to them. "Tonight coming to party?" They asked her. "Yeah let's see maybe" she replied.
"Well okay leave that u continue Ani" she said. Umm okay well she is asking me so I had to tell Rhea my so called boring story which doesn't really have any content in it. "Okay lemme start with mine. So when I was a child I had a best friend like when I was 1 year I had a friend who was so sweet I mean I was just 1 year even she was something like 4 months or something". "Whattttt 4 months" she started laughing. Well what's funny in it okay who cares. I continued my story.

" we both where so close to each other like soo close she used to always play with me. When she was 1 year old. I gave her one gift which was a red colour teddy bear written as WITH LOVE ANIRUDH in it. I mean my mother bought it. I was 2 years at that time. Even I was a baby. But still I remember the days with her. The funny thing is I don't know her name. And then one day my family and her family went to a picnic to a hill station. I was something like 5 years old and she was 4. Our parents were talking something at that time we both ran somewhere to play. We kept on walking for a while and we reached the mountain's peak. We didn't know what was it since we where small kids. No one where their. But I heard our parents shouting our names. I knew they were searching for us. But we didn't bother about that. We were playing and running in the peak. She was coming at the back of me. And all of a sudden a heard a voice which is terrible and haunting me till now. I heard her screaming my name ANIRUDHHHHH. I turned and in a fraction of a second everything changed. She slipped and fell of the cliff. I didn't know what to do I was scared and shivering I was after all a 5 year old kid. I couldn't do anything. My parents bet me suddenly from the back. And asked me what was I doing here. Her parents asked me where is she. I couldn't answer all I could do at that time was cry. I cried and cried. Her parents were asking me again and again. My parents also started asking me why was I crying and were is she. I point at the cliff. Our parents didn't know what I meant. They ran toward the cliff and asked me what. I finally had the courage to tell them, all I said was SHE FELL OFF. They ran towards me. And started shouting. What the hell are u telling. I repeated. SHE FELL OFF. Her parents just fell on the ground and started crying. They ran down. My parents carried me and they too ran down. I don't know what happened after that. When I opened my eyes I was in my house. I called my mother and asked what happened to her. She said she don't know and said that they left their house. All I could think of is that everything happened cuz of me ,only me. At age itself I felt depressed and haunted I felt like she was always with me. My parents took me to psychiatric hospitals and somehow I came out of that. But still that's one of the most horrible thing in my life I don't even know whether she is alive or dead. She is my friend my bestest friend and all I could do is make her life horrible at a very young age.  I wanted to tell her sorry for all I did but I can't how can I" I started crying after telling this. " Hey wait don't cry it's none of ur fault  I swear how can I be responsible. U were also a kid. This is a fate no one can be responsible for it. Just keep praying that she should be alive I'm sure she will be alive. She wouldn't have died okay" she said as she rubbed my back.

" yeah she wouldn't have died she is my best friend she wouldn't have died". I said. "Yeah have faith in god ALL IS WELL" she said. After telling this to her I felt so relieved. Like so relieved.

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Heyyy that's it for this chap...!! What would have happened to that girl? Is she alive ? Is she dead? Well stay tuned to know about it.

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With love,
@shreya_anirudh_