I sighed softly from my spot on the couch. Seven has been here for two days now and yet he still won't look at me, eat, or even talk to me. Well unless it's to yell at me to stay away and leave him alone. Even in the messenger he was pushing people away. Gripping my phone tighter I felt my resolve grow. I wouldn't let him. I know that even though he's saying all these harsh things he loves the RFA members. Maybe not me, but them for sure. He shifted a little and I frowned, 'How could he stand to sit like that on the floor in the corner all day?' I tried to give him some pillows and blankets but he either shooed me away or ignored me.
I checked the time and approached him, "Seven?" I saw him flinch. "Are you really not going to eat anything?" He turned a little more away from me and I swallowed the urge to cry. With another sigh I left him and moved to the kitchen area and started to make a sandwich. 'Maybe if I leave it near him and move out of sight for awhile he'll eat?' I hissed and jolted feeling the sharp sting of pain. I blinked and looked at my finger that now had a trail of blood running down it. I bit my lip feeling the restrained tears from the past day demanding to be let free, 'Keep it together MC.' I chanted inside my thoughts.
"Jesus MC!" I felt a warm body behind me and a big hand gripping my injured hands wrist. "Don't just stare at it." His voice was worried yet harsh. "I umm..." I trailed off my brain no longer working to form words but focused entirely on not sobbing. With a huff he grabbed a cloth and held it to my hand. "Hold." he said firmly then left. He came back moments later with a first aid kit. Dragging me to a chair he sat me down and knelt in front of me.
"You need to focus when handling dangerous things..." He muttered looking up at me, but he must have seen the tears trying to fall because pain flashed across his eyes and he quickly focused on his task. "I'm sorry..." I murmured. "Hush." I stiffened and he sighed softly, "It was an accident....just please....be more careful." He looked up again his expression soft. He was done wrapping my finger but was still holding my hand. A blush colored my cheeks, "Ok." he realized he was still hanging on to me and quickly dropped my hand and returned to his work sliding his headphones on.
I went back to the kitchen and stared at the bandage. 'This is bad for my heart.' I thought thinking about how I wanted to bawl one minute then couldn't keep the blush off my face the next. I finished the sandwich and slid it next to him. I wasn't surprised when he didn't look at it. Turning I grabbed my phone and went to the bedroom to check the messenger for awhile giving him peace of mind to work.
Hours later I yawned and stretched out, I spoke to the others for awhile about how concerned I was for Seven and eventually even Seven himself showed up only to say that I should be sleeping and to stop worrying about him. I sighed checking the time, 'Midnight. Maybe he's right.....I should go t bed.' I thought with another yawn, 'But first....I think I'll check on Seven.' I snuck out of the room and peered at him. He still had his headphones on and dark circles were under his eyes, however I saw that the plate that once had the sandwich on it was empty and I smiled.
"I'm going to go to bed, good night Seven. See you in the morning." I said keeping my voice light and happy. I only got a glance from him, but that was enough. At least he acknowledged I was there. I tossed and turned for hours after that, my thoughts filled with Seven. Sighing I decided I needed something to drink. When I got to where Seven was I stopped dead in my tracks. There on the floor was Seven on his side sleeping. He was using his jacket as a pillow and had no blanket. I felt my heart constrict then smiled as an idea came to me. He would most certainly be angry when he woke up, but that was ok. I needed him to know that no matter what I would be there for him. I didn't care if he was supposedly dangerous. I love him. I would somehow find a way to get through to him.
So heading back to my room I grabbed my pillow and blanket and crept over to him. Silently I set my pillow down and curled up next to him my back towards him. I yawned and finally fell asleep.
I felt like I was surrounded by warmth. "Mmm..." I heard a voice faintly. I ignored it and tried to fall back asleep. Then something was squeezing my left breast. Firm yet gentle. "Squish....squish..." My eyes shot open. I was no longer on my side but my back and Seven had somehow wrapped himself around me with his head resting on my shoulder, right leg draped over me and his hand currently squeezing my breast.
"Ah!" I stifled my yelp and my face turned a bright red color. Seven was....groping me in his sleep! "Mmm..." He started to move and wake up. Panicking I closed my eyes and willed myself to be still. "mm...what...?" I felt him tense up. "Fu-!" He cut himself off before he could yell and 'wake' me up. He was silent for a while but didn't move.
"MC...?" He whispered, I simply grunted softly and shifted just a tad. "Still asleep and oblivious as always..." His sentence trailed off and he gave my breast a hesitant squeeze. "God its so soft...!" He gave me another squeeze and an involuntary moan escaped my lips. "Ah! Damn it woman you can't make those kinds of sounds!" he hissed to himself. I cracked an eye ever so slightly to see his face. He was propped up on his other arm and his face was completely red.
He growled under his breath, "Seven what are you doing to her?" I kept my breathing even like I was still asleep. "Why are you so sweet to me? Why do you care for me so much? You shouldn't...but no matter what I say or do you won't stop.....I don't want you too honestly..." he murmured. "Then I wont." I said softly. He snapped his head to me and his face turned even redder. "MC! Ah! it's not what it looks like!"
I snatched his hand before he could get away, my own face turning pink, "It umm it's alright." I smiled shyly at him. His eyes were wide now, not sure what to do. "I'm sweet because I care about you, I care about you because I like you." "Why?" he demanded softly. "Because I do." "No. You like happy 707 from the messenger! You don't like the real me."
I sat up now still keeping my hold on his hand. "I want to know you. Really know you." "I-" He shook his head, "Saeyoung." It was my first time saying his birth name and his eyes went wide. "I love you. If you need time to figure out how you feel....then I'll wait. However long it takes." I smiled lovingly at the redhead before me and went to get up so he could have his space.
I was pulled back down and crushed to his chest. "MC..." He murmured into my hair. I slid my arms around him my heartbeat speeding up, "Saeyoung?" I asked confused but not opposed to what was happening. He held me tighter, "You need to stop saying my name like that." He said through gritted teeth. "Wha...?" I felt it then. Pressing into my thigh was a hardness that had not been there earlier. I flushed and squirmed. "MC! Don't move!....please" He half moaned half yelled.
I bit my lip getting turned on by the fact that he was turned on. I pushed on him gently so that he'd release his grip on me, reluctantly he did and I looked down at him all flustered beneath me. It was so cute and also sexy. I bit my lip and whispered huskily, "Saeyoung..." His golden eyes widen in surprise then turned dark.
"Don't tempt me MC...." I lowered my head just before our noses touched, "Sae....young..." His lips crashed into mine. He had a grip on the back of my head and he bit my bottom lip till I opened up so he could invade and explore my mouth. I groaned and panted when he finally broke the kiss. "Haa~ I rather like that look you have. Makes me proud that I caused it." He said with a chuckle sounding like the 707 I knew. I flushed more and playfully hit him getting up. "You talk about tempting but you're the one who was cupping a feel earlier." He sat up as I spoke and placed a hand behind his head scratching it embarrassed and grinned, "So you were awake...." "I was and you're a pervert." I leaned down and kissed his forehead, "But your my pervert." He blushed and smiled gently, "Yea, yea I am."
