*Fem Deku* IM A WHAT!??!

14

Todoroki's POV

'Damn it! She wasn't supposed to see that!' I start to freak out because not only will this ruin my reputation but my fathers as well and who knows what kind of trouble I will get in if he find out. I take deep breathes in calming myself from my thoughts and from what just happened. 'I never thought Izuku could even get that angry....' I screwed up and I knew it but the thing is now everyone is going to bash me in the head with questions I really don't want to answer. So without thinking I froze everyone in place and rushed to my dorm trying my best to keep my regular bored look on. 

"HEY WHAT THE HELL?"

"DUDE LET US OUT!"

"WHATS WRONG WITH YOU TODOROKI?!"

"ITS SO COLD!"

And many more complaints came rolling in. I quickly rushed away then unfroze the ice once I got to my dorm. I quickly opened the door and locked it. I took big deep breathes and decided to take a nice hot shower to calm myself. I get up and grab a towel and some extra clothing and go to my bathroom and take a shower thinking of all the events that happened today.

Izuku's POV

Hot tears pour out of my eyes as I crawl and hide under the blankets. I hug my pillow tightly and cry my heart out. I don't even care if anyone hears me anymore I just need to let it all out. You see I am not strong. My feelings get the best of me and I seriously can't help it no matter how much I try and keep it in. I hate it. It makes it look like I am weak and pathetic. Just like I am. Falling for a stupid mind game Todoroki made. He never loved me it was all an act! How I wish I could take back those words from the tree confession. 

I hear a couple knocks on my door which I choose to ignore.

"Hey its me Kaminari. Can we please talk?" 

"Kaminari....?" I mumble.

I decided to let him in just because I trust him. He was there when I first became a girl and was confused. He helped me becoming me. 

I get up, blanket still covering my head and make my way to the door. I unlock it and open it a little. 

He looks at me a little worried but then opens his mouth to speak. 

"Wanna chat?" 

"Yea....."

I let him in and tell him everything. I spill my heart out and he comforted me. I ended up crying so much and falling asleep on his shoulder after that it was all a blur. 

Kaminari POV

I blush as Midoryia falls asleep on my shoulder. Since this has seriously NEVER happened to me I just stood their like a complete idiot not knowing what to do. I then snap out of it and slowly and carefully take her off my shoulder and tuck her in bed. I smile at her and walk out of the dorm room. 

I walk into the common room everyone was there staring at me waiting for an answer. 

"So is she okay?" Uraraka asks.

"She's fine. Just a little..... heartbroken." I say.

I start to explain to them what I found out and most of them had a shock expressions. 

"I-I didn't know they were dating! If I did I swear to god I would have not kissed him!" Momo said shedding a few tears herself. 

No one blamed her since they did end up hiding it very well so only a few people who payed close attention really ever noticed their behavior. 

"Its fine Momo. Ribbit. It wasn't your fault. Ribbit. But now what are we going to. Ribbit. Do about Todoroki. He is still our friend. Ribbit." Sue asks.

She is right. Todoroki is still our friend no matter what but what he did was kind of unacceptable. We decided to think about it tomorrow morning so we all headed to bed. I stayed up a little longer though.

I still can't bealive that one of our friends is a lier and a cheater. We all trusted him as well. Can I trust everyone now? He just made this so much more confusing. Why Todoroki? Why did you do it? 

Todoroki's POV

I get out of the shower and put on my pjs. I get into bed and scroll threw my phone. I know I am acting like nothing happened but I really wanted to get my mind off it. I felt guilty for cheating on her and I did it for the most selfish reason in the world. I did it because she was kncoked out and I just wanted to feel someone love me. Its stupid I know and I should have waited for her but at the same time I like having someone next to me giving me kissed and pecks on the cheek. I like it when someone makes me forget about everything about my past and Midoryia had helped me so much with that and I repay her by hurting her feelings and cheating on her. God am I an awful person. 

I scroll threw instagram and come across the last photo she posted. It an hour before the incident with her getting kidnapped. She was making the peace sign giving a closed eyed smile and the rest of us were in the back. Of course I was next to her and I smiled with her giving a slightly slugish peace sign. 

Now that I looked at the photo I see that I looked much happier. I was much happier. 'Why am I such a jerk? She doesn't deserve me. I am a disgrace...' I put blankets over my head and lay my head down. I close my eyes and imagine life with her again. 'I need to make this up to her.' Was my last thought before I shut my eyes and fell asleep. Dreaming of us being together once more.

Word count: 1000

Hey guys sorry if this was absolute crap I was writing this at 11pm and since I hadn't written in 3 days I knew I had to make at least one chapter. Anyway hope you enjoyed make sure to suggest something in the comments if you want me to write about it since I am always open to ideas anyway hope you liked it and bye!