Good Boy,Bad Boy | 2 moons fanfic

Chapter 8 Moon

Wayo blinked. Once. Twice. Ming was still looking to him with and something else Wayo hadn't noticed. Guilt.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. I kinda found out he..."
Ming paused to glance at Phana,pure venom in his tone when he referred to the male and Wayo was seriously feeling sick because he was still harboring the tiniest bit of feelings for the awful male.

"He goes here. I'm sorry man. You shouldn't have to be around him. I was going to break it to you later but I didn't count on this."
Wayo stopped Ming's rant with a chuckle,playfully punching at his friend's shoulder trying to help relieve his discomfort and guilt for something that wasn't even his fault really.

"I'm fine man. So what if he goes here. I may have even run into him yesterday. It's fine. I'm fine. He doesn't matter."
Wayo said to his friend but his words seemed to be trying to reassure himself as well.

"You're right. He doesn't matter."
Ming repeated,a small smile replacing his previous almost panicked look. But the worry was still evident in his eyes and it ate at Wayo. How he found the power to push away his guilt at that moment was unknown to him but he was glad. How could he confess to have been the one to willingly put them in this situation?

The crowd was already starting to filter and students heading for orientations for their various departments. Ming sheepishly had to now inform Wayo of that having forgotten to inform him initially and leaving the boy to head over to the other engineering students.
Luckily Wayo didn't have a hard time finding where the science department where gathered. He knew he could easily sneak off to his room but he decided to stay to hear what was to be announced.

"Okay guys. Everyone quiet down. We have an important activity to take care off now."
A girl spoke from a makeshift stage trying to get the noisy freshmen to calm down and was mostly successful.

"Okay as some of you already know we change our University moon and suns yearly so two lucky freshmen would be having the opportunity to repress the science faculty. And the choice is to be made by the students!"
The girl said with such an excited enthusiasm that somehow hyped up the students whose excited hoots and loud murmurs erupted right after.

This is going to be a long day.
Wayo thought already exasperated.

~~

And a longs day it was.

~~

"Stupid! Stupid! STUPID!"
Wayo groaned into his pillow the sounds muffled as he kicked his feet quite childishly against the surface of his bed.
He finally flopped onto his back and stared up to the blank ceiling of his room. Today had been as insane as it was exhausting. A whirlwind of bad decisions that Wayo was certain would come back to bite him in the ass in this life or the next. Practically lied to his best friend and let him take blame for his own shit and now he went ahead and let himself be coaxed into the position of science department moon.

"Stupid!"
He nagged himself for the thousandth time,his hands what he now used to cover his face as if to cover his shame.

But above all he realized that even if it was a tiny fraction,a small part of himself may just still be in love with Phana. And it just killed him. He had been asked a supposedly simple question when put up against other contenders for the spot of Moon.

"What does love mean to you?"

And he'd poured his heart out. Stupid!
No doubt as soon as he was announced Moon he bolted and found his way back home where he procrastinated on his breakdown. Got himself out of his uniform;well at least the bit of it he actually wore,showered,twice,read his one piece manga until the nagging need to evaluate his life choices at dead of night won over and he couldn't distract himself from the inevitable any longer.

It was better when he was in denial and hidden behind the motive of revenge. Which he still very much wanted. But now that he'd realized there was still some dumb lingering feelings deep down in him this all finally looked to him as stupid as it truly was. It was his rose tinted glasses had not just been taken off but shattered to a point of no repair. So now all the red flags were painfully obvious. But the new Wayo wouldn't and honestly couldn't cry over spilled milk and he decided he'd just let this nonsense situation he'd put himself in play out.
And that was the thoughts that he slept to that night. Nonchalant hopefulness as he was certain he couldn't fuck up further.

A/N: This took me too long. Been having problems accessing my Wattpad and I lost most of my work. Ugh. This is garbage but I just miss writing so much.