Choosing August

Needless To Say

Chapter 5:

When we got to the car Teze walked around to the passenger side of his Benz and opened the door, the smell of Black Ice and weed hit my nose immediately, I slid into the car buckled up, he shut the door behind me, got into the driver seat and drove off. I was looking out the window having mixed emotions wondering if I made the right choice about getting into his car tonight, I guess he could sense me having second thoughts so he broke the silence first. "You know Dore, I'm really glad that I saw you tonight && that you're finally allowing us to talk about this" "I guess so Korteze, I honestly don't know why I decided to come with you but I'd be lying if I said I didn't still miss your ass" that made him smile a little bit. "Look let's not talk about it right now, we're almost to the crib, did you wanna stop && grab something to go from Ihop, are you hungry?" "Yeah, I'm a little hungry, maybe food will help me sober up a little" He pulled into Ihop parking lot asked me what I wanted, I decided to go with something light. "I'll just get some-" && before I could finish my statement he said "Chicken tenders && French fries with honey mustard && bar b que sauce right?" I looked up at him and couldn't help but smile, "you remember huh?" He just winked his eye at me and said he'd be right back. Idk how long he was in there but I was getting hella sleepy, I don't even recall him getting back in the car but when he woke me up I was lying in his bed, he said he didn't want to wake me up but he didn't want me going to sleep on an empty stomach and asked if I was ready to eat, I got up and went to use the bathroom, I looked in his medicine cabinet and as always saw an extra toothbrush, I brushed my teeth and washed my face and managed to walk downstairs to the kitchen. "I would've bought your food upstairs for you" "Na'll, it's fine, I'd rather eat at the table" still feeling a little sluggish. "I got you a sprite and an aspirin to help prevent you a hangover" "thanks" I felt indifferent being back in his home like it wasn't all that bad but I never thought I'd end up back in here. Teze went and got in the shower while I finished eating and when I got done I did the same, I dried off, lotioned down in Vaseline and baby lotion because everything else in there was men fragrance then brushed my teeth again went into his guest bedroom and got one of his button downs and put it on, when I went back in his room he wasn't lying in the bed, so I went back downstairs and noticed he was in the living room watching Fresh Prince of Bel Air with his hands in his shorts, I loved when he did that. He looked up and motioned for me to come here, I walked over and sat on the couch with him, "why aren't you in the bed" noticing the time on the tv was now 3:50 "because I wanted to talk to you, I'm not sure if I'll ever get this chance again so I wanted to go ahead and clear everything up now" "Look, everything is not gonna get resolved tonight and quite frankly although I'm not as drunk as I was earlier I'm really not in the mood to deal with this" "okay, that's cool" he said turning down the tv, he pulled me in closer to him so that I was laying my head on his chest "we don't have to talk about it tonight but just listen" && as he started playing in my hair like old times he started singing this song by Trey

We were so dumb in love
Couldn't get enough, no
But I could've loved you so much better
And I can't believe you never walked out
And it's not your fault

[Chorus:]
That I fumbled your heart
Should've let go of my past for you
You did everything I asked of you
Drive across the country if I asked you to
But I'm just bad for you
I fumbled your heart
I'm bad news, yeah I'm just bad for you
I'm bad news, I fumbled your heart

[Verse 2:]
Girl you used to feel so bound in my arms
I wish we could touch some more (and it's eating me alive)
I'm sitting, working on this letter (gotta put my feelings down)
The first line I write, I was wrong
So wrong, so wrong, so wrong, so wrong
And it's not your fault
It's so wrong, it's so wrong, it's so wrong...

I forgot how good he sounded singing && wondered why he took up engineering instead of pushing his talents. I drifted off on him and was awakened by this wet sensation below my waist, "Mmm" I moaned in almost a whisper "Teze, what are you doing?" "Shhhh" is all he managed to get out between his nibbling "Teze, we can't do this" I said not sounding convincing at all because it was feeling so good. I arched my back in pleasure and ran my hand through his curly Mohawk. The pressure started building up in my stomach and I couldn't hold it anymore. "Teze I'm com-" was all I could manage to get out as I came all over his mouth, he then sat up and took his shorts and shirt off revealing my favorite tattoo, he raised up his button down that I had on revealing my titties and started to suck and play with them, as much as I wanted to tell him no it was feeling so good and it had been so long since I had it. He started kissing on my neck then my earlobe which gets me every time, by this time I was ready to go, he picked me up and flipped me over I put my self in doggy style ready to get it in in my favorite position and as he smacked my ass he reached over to the table on the side of us going into the drawer and when he reached for a condom this picture fell out which just took me all out of the mood. I immediately sat up and pulled the shirt down "Dore, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean for you to see that, I know you're still hurt from it-come here where you going" he said as I got up headed towards the stairs, all could hear him say was damn. I went and got in his bed and tried not to cry but I couldn't help it, I heard Teze coming up the stairs and down the hallway I wiped away my tears really fast, he stood at the door way and said "Jadore, I'm sorry" "Just leave it alone Marcel, I just wanna go to sleep okay" after that I heard him walk back down the hallway and then stairs and I drifted off to sleep.
I woke up later that morning lying by myself, I tried to open my eyes all the way but the sun gleaming wouldn't let me be great. I finally sat up after five more minutes of battling to open my eyes looked at my phone to see I had 3 missed calls, 2 voicemails && a text message. My mom, Indy, and Truth had called, my mom left a voice just saying she was checking on me then Truth left one saying "Bitch how you gone leave the club with a cutie and don't tell me, damn, did he have a brother, a friend, or some. Betta not let him have any...but if you do tell me if its good, night bitch" smh, obviously she had a goodnight last night, I looked at my text message and saw that Indy had texted just saying she was calling to let me know they made it safely and for me to be safe. I decided I'd just talk to them when I got home, I got up went to use the bathroom, washed my face && brushed my teeth, when I came out the bathroom Teze had me a breakfast in bed laid out, Pancakes, Turkey Bacon, && Cheese eggs with orange juice. "Good morning beautiful" "Good morning Teze, all of this is for me" I asked "Yesss so come slide back in bed and eat, this is my way of apologizing for the events that took place earlier this morning" I got back in bed, said my grace and started eating, Teze turned the news on and laid back and watched it while I ate. Once I was finished he took everything back downstairs and I propped up against the head board full. "Did you have enough" he asked reentering the room "yeah thanks, it was delicious" he came and laid his head in my lap and looked up at me "I don't know how many times I'm gonna say this but I'm glad you came back with me last night, I really miss you Dore" I looked away then looked back "I miss you too Teze but the shit you did to me was so foul I just don't think it's no going back from that" " I know it's fucked up and I hate that I can't change it, after I crossed Kappa I just got the big head letting all the Lil groupies and attention get to me forgetting that you were there for me from day one" I started trying to fight the tears welling up in my eyes not wanting to give him the satisfaction of knowing just how much I was still hurt from it all. "Look Teze, I thought I was ready for this conversation but I'm not, can you just take me home please" "Jadore, please let's jus-" "I SAID I'M NOT READY TEZE, NOW CAN YOU PLEASE JUST TAKE ME HOME OR DO I NEED TO CALL A CAB" after that he just looked at me like he wanted to protest again but didn't, instead he got up grabbed his keys gave me one of his shirts and a pair of shorts and slides and said he'd meet me at the car. Once I grabbed all my belongings I went downstairs and as I was headed out I went and opened up the drawer to look at the picture one more time and it caused my heart to hurt even more I got in the car hurt and pissed, the 45min drive across town was a silent one but I didn't care, I was angry at myself for even coming, should've just stayed with my girls, when we pulled up to my apt complex I slid his slides off told em I'd talk to him later and before I could give him a chance to respond I had opened and shut the door.

A/N hope you guys enjoyed this one as well!

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