I'm just an ordinary girl from Massachusetts, nothing more, nothing less.
I don't know what I've done to anyone but it feels like nobody even cares if I'm there or not. Whenever I say or do something, all I get is hate. The only person who used to talk to me around 5 years ago was my best friend, Kelsey, but even we have drifted apart. Try to be more sociable Sophia, you might say. Be more likeable, you might say. Well I can't be sociable can I? When every time I even open my mouth to speak, Nell, the popular girl just interrupts me, coincidence or not? Even social media I'm not allowed, I don't even want it anyways, it will interrupt my carefully planned out system to become a biomedical veterinarian with the side job of a judge at court. Sorry,sorry , I know I am a little crazy I just want to show my dad how great I can be . My mother was a biomedical veterinarian before she passed, I want to make my father feel as if a special part of my mother is still here with us today . Okey I was going to come home and then go back to work but I ended up talking to someone, yes, someone actually noticed me. His name is Raj, he is the new kid from New Zealand. We were talking about fish and underwater creatures which we are both crazy about. I don't know but I feel as if I need to put myself out there more at school. Talking to someone just makes you feel so filled with contentment. At least that's how it makes me feel. Okey I will see you later on this evening and then I will tell you what happens later in next time, you want to me and I then you can have it done for the day and I you can go to pick it up later if that's what we want and then we can will go pick to go to pick it up from the school computer rooms. I go to I private country day school as my father wanted to provide me with a good education and the best things in life that he did not have the same privilege to enjoy and take for granted, this is only a short story so I will tell you the most in this short time while I can as I need to go back to cleaning the windows. As I am on a half scholarship, I often stay behind with the janitor to clean to help my father pay for the other half of my time at school time here. If you wanted to know, I am 17 years old, nearly about to leave this place for good and progress to the next stage in my life, I have calculated and it will take me approximately another 19 years to have all my life goals so far completed. Even though it is a lot of effort, I know that it is worth it in the long run. I think it's nice if you have a nice good night size time but you have a good time at the school but you can have a lot more fun at the same time. Yeah that's true but she didn't want me to go back home she was going to pick me up and then we were going to go out to dinner at a fancy restaurant. I have been having such a great time at school so far my life has been turned upside down, I just hope I can keep this up. I want things to be like this forever . One person can into my life and changed it for the better and I can not thank him enough if only I had known the art of being your self as I was always trying to be someone else and trying to be so great, but I found out that the greatest person of all is myself. I am the best version of myself and I can feel it in my veins, all the things that have happened in the past and all the things that are going to happen in the future I feel like a new me has just sprouted out almost like I have bloomed into me from another dimension. I do not care about what anyone else says anymore I will be me and let them be themselves. I feel as if we are living in a world where everybody is trying to be perfect but maybe the definition of perfect that if imbedded, almost, into our brains is not real beauty, maybe it is just something that makes us feel better about ourselves it might be a plan to make us feel good but it backfired bit there is moth ing we can do now unless we step into every new day with the mindset that perfect is not perfect. We don't know what exactly it is but we all have different opinions and thought about what it is. I am just here to tell you that even though my life did not seem so great at the start of this short novel, I know for a fact that it was so much better than at least one persons life, so we have got to take our lives and live then as blessing. I used to live like that until my mother died but when she died my life turned upside down, but Raj had put me right side up. I'm feeling great. I know this novel feels like an inspirational speech but it kind of is that's what the moral of the story is, it might seem crazy and complicated to some people but after everything that has happened l, it seems like the only logical thing........ we have got to accept what happens i life. Take it as a battle and fight it as best as we can. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger hey?
