563 so dead(yoonmin)

So Dead

Jimins story

The loud music and smell of sweaty bodies that are grinding against eachother is everywhere invading my sense of smell. I scrunch up my nose in disgust and gulp down another shot of alcohol. I groan at the sudden headache booming inside my head.

"Hey are you okay???" I lazily turned around to meet eyes with Jungkook and sighed "yeahh, just getting a bit stressed out" I slumped  back in my chair and Jungkook look at me confused. I rolled my eyes at how oblivious he is "because it's so crowded here and I just ain't feeling it". He nodded, understanding what I meant "Maybe you should go home??" He reasoned "makes sense" I nodded and stood up rubbing my hair slightly.

All of a sudden Tae came dashing out from somewhere in the crowd and wrapped his arms around jungkook and beamed his box smile "Where did you go?!" He yelled over the music "I had to listen to Jin hyung complain about the new marvel movie and how the main character isn't even hot" he sighed. Jungkook snickers, The looks at me questionably "are you leaving??" "How do you even know I was about to?" I asked confused "well you look pissed and frustrated so I was just guessing" I sighed and nodded admitting that was the truth.

After our goodbyes I step out the club breathing in the winter air and feeling it settle on my skin watching the delicate snowflakes fall onto my pink cheeks. I start walking down the neon coloured street wanting to just get home already and have some sleep. "Hey!" I hear someone shout down an alley way, I turn my attention to the voice realizing they were talking to me. "Come here quickly I need some help" I look at them questionably and shrugged, I started walking away not caring since I'm exhausted. My eyes widen as i feel a hand grip onto my wrist preventing me to keep walking "Reply when I speak to you bitch" the man sneered. I turned my head in horror scared of what this man could do.

The man of what looks to be in his late 40s pulls me into the alleyway, I tried my best to scream for help but I felt like I was going to throw up. I started to tear up and tried to pull away but only got yanked closer till the old man placed his filthy hands on my waist and that's when I kicked him and he groaned in pain and fell to his knees. "Fucking bitch you'll pay for that" he growled, I quickly started running out of the alley way only for the man to grab onto my ankle and yank me towards him again. I start kicking everywhere hoping he'll let go, I manage to hit a bin with my tiptoe what crashed onto the floor what emptied out a couple of beer bottles onto the floor. I finally screamed feeling my stomach flip about to throw up at any moment, "shut up you piece of shit" the man spat on me and stabbed my right leg. I've never screamed louder in my life while I hit the man again with my left leg, I pushed him into a ladder what fell on his head making him pass out.

I gasp for breath trying to scramble onto my legs but ened up groaning in pain instead. I whimpered as I looked down at my bloody leg and quickly reached to my back pocket trying to find my phone. When I find my phone I quickly pull it out and look at the screen about to unlock it by instead it runs out of battery. I scream out of frustration and start crawling out of the ally.

I'm almost there, I keep repeating to myself. Im almost safe I'm almost home to see mum and dad and Jihyun. Tears start rolling down my face, I try to cancel out the cold midnight breeze on my bruised body and bloody leg. I turn around to meet the old man running at me insanely fast. My eyes widen. This is it. Im going to die. Please god. Im sorry. Jihyun take care of mum and dad please. Im so sorry Tae, Kookie and Jin hyung I love you all very much.

I clench my eyes shut and go into a ball and quickly start looking around, spotting a green glass bottle that's shattered in half. I reach out for it and pull it to my chest "feisty one aren't ya?" The man chuckled and kicked me in the side of the ribs and then coached down and put his hand up my shirt. That's when I snap.

I turn myself around meeting eye to eye with the old man who is all but smirking, I draw out the glass bottle and stab him in the stomach and watch him fall over.

I can hear nothing I can't hear the mans shrieks as I stab the man over and over all I can hear is white noise. I can't hear him begging for mercy. I don't know what I'm doing? I'm doing nothing wrong... right?

After 40 stabs I drop the bottle to the side of the corpse. Blood is everywhere. Reality hits me and I sit down in shock, what have I done? Guilt swarms me and I start shaking and hyperventilating.
"No no no no no!" I scream to myself burying my face into my bloody hands.

I breathed out and slowly stand myself onto my legs groaning at the pain and walk out of the ally way and look everywhere. Paranoia swarming me from all over I gulp and start fast walking down the street, ignoring the incident that just took place like it never happened.

I cross the road without looking and heard a loud car beep from beside me.

I scream from shock the anxiety overflowing in me and I drop to the floor in a wail of sobs. Not caring if whoever is in the car would just hit me or tell me to piss off.

"What happened to you?" I hear someone in front of me I quickly look up to the voice and see a pale man with silky black hair with a middle(ish) parting  wearing all black looking very concerned.

He crouched down onto his knees so he could be at my level. He reached his hand onto my shoulder and I slapped his hand away hoping he wouldnt take it personal. He sighed and stared at me "I'm Min Yoongi" he welcomed himself. We sat there in complete silence for a few minutes till I finally greeted myself "I'm Park Jimin" I whispered staring at the floor. He smiled showing off a little gummy smile to only feel some type of emotion from it but I don't know what it is..

"Let me help you please"