You
I am sure my presence is questioned by your heart,
I am here, yes i am here you are not dreaming,
It all started back then when we were young,
On the highest foot of love you and i were inseparable,
It all started back then when you were in love with someone else, the heartless one
It all started back then when you were still the queen of hearts,
It all started back the when you were still in controlled by misguided thoughts about how beautiful you were,
It was back then when we were together with your cousin in smiles,
It was then i discovered the true measure of peace and pain at the same time,
Days of joy amongst us passed by and nothing wrong,
Days with your ruthless lover went by without jealously,
Time went by,
I never took to mind that an uneducated mind is dangerous mind,
It all came to the very day,
A day i called the pain day,
It was a day were you participated in the blames and wrongs and pain build against me,
I sat alone there with red eyes and tears going down my face,
Like a sheep that is chased by hounds,
There you were helping him to pump up the pain up my heart,
From a distance you and the class watched as i was framed and got beat up,
Yet you knew and never spoke a thing, all you did was smile,
There i was serving a sentence at shame all year long,
All my mind and heart kept playing was;
I am your and her friend there is nothing wrong,
As for her, she kept playing the broken guitar with broken streams,
Under the influence of charm and ruthless lover boys,
Here i am Today,
More than a friend to you,
The question remains why?
It's a question of pain and mind over matter,
Not a situation of forgiveness,
I accepted that you did what you did just because i didn't matter to you,
I taught myself to value my relation with people,
I knew how someone who is being played was,
I knew you were not loved according to how you wanted,
I never forgave you,
I am here to build you into something true and love you properly,
Even though i can't make you mine but i will love you up till suffer from reality over imagination,
I am here to wipe your tears like you wiped mine every day after you've realised how much you've hurt me,
You may not see how much you mean to me but all what matters to me is to see you smile amongst those that don't know what you are, where you come from, who really are you, what gives root to your happiness in present times,
I understand you more than anyone else.
You understand me more than any other person,
I love you for that.
