Imagines - Dolan Twins

He wasn't there in time - G.D

A cold breeze woke you up as you took glance at the opened window. It was quite windy outside which made the curtains move. You squeezed your eyes together a couple times before attempting to raise yourself from you and Grayson's bed. Pain shot through your body in the attempt as you remembered what happened last night. You sopped lightly but bit your underlip trying not to. He left and you never got to see him. Grayson have been away for a couple days but is finally coming home today, in a couple of hours.  You whined every time you took a step because it felt like your insides were being torn apart. You walked across the hall and into your shared bathroom looking in the mirror. Bruises on your neck was everywhere to be found as the memory of his hands and mouth all around your neck came back. Your eyes were red and puffy and your throat sore because of all the crying and screaming that took place last night. You stood in front of the mirror looked at your body covered in bruises from your neck all the way to the end of your inner thighs. You lightly sobbed and walked back to you and Grayson's shared closet. 'Grayson's hoodie and sweatpants will cover up the bruises' You thought and pulled it down the shelves. You walked downstairs, ate breakfast and drifted off to take a nap.

"Hey baby" a soft voice said. You opened your eyes and met Grayson's face. You signed in relief and gave him a quick smile but quickly disappeared when you realized you had to tell Grayson what happened. You just didn't know how to yet. 

"Hey." You answered in a raspy voice. Grayson bend down beside the sofa and kissed your forehead.

"I've missed you." You said looking at your fingers fidgeting. 

"I've missed you too, good it was only a couple days" he said smiling. If only he knew...

"Now lets go watch some Netflix and cuddle." He said lightly grinning as he took your hand and pulled you up from the sofa. Your teeth gritted trying not to make any weird sounds or movement as you began to walk up the stairs. It hurt so much. You never thought your first time would be this bad, but you never thought your first time was gonna be rape. Grayson pulled his t-shirt over his head and threw it somewhere in the room.

"Actually im gonna go take a shower, but I'll make it quick" You said trying to give him the most realistic smile you could but sadly ended coming out fake. He didn't seem to notice thought.         You went in the bathroom and stripped of your clothes as you let the warm steamy water hit your bare skin. The memories of the man came back. The way he ripped of your clothes and the way he thrusted into you not caring how much it hurt or how many times you begged him to stop. You began to sob but it quickly turned into full on crying. Your crying was so loud that you didn't hear the bathroom door open and Grayson entering. 

"y/n?" Grayson called. You quickly panicked and tried to wipe the tears of your face, which didn't  make sense because you were showering. 

"Are you okay? Why were you crying?"  He took a step closer.

"I'm okay Grayson. Pl-please leave" Your voice cracked. Grayson pushed the shower curtain to the side as he saw your naked body covered in bruises. He quickly rushed to give you a lightly squeezed hug. 

"y/n what happened?!" he pulled apart to look at your red, black and purple covered body again.

"I-i can't tell you Gray" you said as you started crying uncontrollably. Grayson startled crying too.

"you need to tell me! I need to know what has happened" He said sobbing

"H-he, he" you pulled Grayson closer.

"y/n what did he do? Please don't tell me he-" Grayson paused. 

"Babygirl... Did he rape you?" Grayson questioned as a pain shivered up my spine. The episode came right back up in my head.

In and out, in and out. Sweat dripping from his body. Grunting and moaning escaping his lips with every thrust. He would smirk very time a moan escaped your lips and he'd slap you every time you cried. 

You nodded slightly and afterwards broke down on the floor crying. You pulled your knees up to your chest and put your arms around them. Gray sat down beside you, hugging you tightly still covered in his wet sweatpants. 

"shhhh, shh I'm here. No one is ever gonna hurt you again, okay? I promise" he whispered. He pecked your forehead, then your cheek, every single one of your bruises and then your lips.

"I love you uncontrollably and I will never let anyone touch you again besides myself" He whispered again and took his thumb up to your cheek and started making circles. 

After the shower you and Grayson got dry. You never watched Netflix but you did cuddle. Grayson had his arm around the whole time you were asleep and when you woke up he'd wake up too, to relax you and make you fall asleep again.

That was a tough first chapter holy shit. 

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