Eunoia

I Don't Want To Be In Your Life Anyway

You used me.
You threw me up in the clouds
and watched me fall on the concrete.
I was your experiment to see if we could fly.
I don't want to fly anyway.

You ignored me.
You put me in the back of the closet,
and told yourself you'd wear me,
but you never did.
I don't want to be your clothing anyway.

You drank me.
You poured me in your glass
and made my flavor too bitter for me to handle.
But you like bitter don't you?
I don't want to quench your thirst anyway.

You mocked me.
You ridiculed my innocence
and turned my pure soul from white to black.
I don't want to be vulgar anyway.

You ripped me.
You left me on the floor for your pets to wrestle by day,
and you to hide under at night.
I don't want to be your blanket anyway.

You strangled me.
I was your teddy bear that you neglected,
but was snatched in a heart beat when you needed comfort.
I don't want to be your doll anyway.

I can't do this anymore.
I can't be your experiment.
I can't be your clothes.
I can't be your drink.
I can't be your curse words.
I can't be your blanket.
I can't be your doll.
I don't want to be in your life anyway.