Love

Long one sided love

Does true love exist?it is just me asking this question? Because I think I have experienced myself  , there's this girl  that I had feelings for  a long time ago , she's not any girl I guess she's too special to be described in an average way her eyes are bright that I get distracted whenever I look at them , her lips are just soft and beautiful, I just love the way she move them she makes everything beautiful and prefect , whatever she does she's perfect at it , I started asking myself is she perfection by itself because she's perfect from every side I wanna love her more and more but the fear of rejection is stoping me  it making me feel like I have no chance with her , it makes me feel like I should take one step forward and at the same time ten steps backwards it's the worst feeling when your in love and you don't know what they're feeling about you or even if they have actual feelings maybe your someone who doesn't exist in their life / mind , I'm thinking to myself why I'm think of that person knowing that person Is not even thinking about me.                                                                           I feel like it's the end of everything when that person actually rejects me  , it's like the world has stopped and my heart broke down into pieces and it's the end of that one sided love .N❤️.                                                        A.