letters || niall horan.

the meeting.

i enjoyed writing this so i really hope you like it :)

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Ashley's P.O.V.

My alarm clock went of. I quickly got out of bed and took a shower. Today was the day, I would meet them today, finally, I would meet him today. I have been waiting for this day to come my whole life. I had already picked my outfit for today, so I quickly put it on. I had to make myself look pretty, I just had to. I wanted Niall to like me and not to think that I was insane or ugly or weird. I grabbed the letter and read it one more time, just to make sure it was okay. I really hoped Niall would actually open it.

I went downstairs and saw my mom making breakfast. "Goodmorning mom" I greeted her with a smile on my face. My mom was the reason for this all to happen and I couldn't thank her enough. "Goodmorning darling, how did you sleep?" She said back with the same smile on her face since I walked in. "Good, I'm so nervous for today, what time are we leaving?" I asked her. "Around 1 if you want to stand at the front." "1 it is then, cause I will deffinetely stand at the first row." I told her with a cheeky grin on my face. I felt good today. Maybe after today, I will be happy forever. Maybe just maybe, a hug from niall would cure my pain.

Once I did my make-up and made sure I looked okay, I checked what time it was. We had to drive to Wembley Stadium which was a pretty far drive. It was 12:30 which meant we would be leaving in thirty minutes. I was still trying to get over the fact that I was actually going to meet niall in person, the only one who has kept me sane when times got hard, is going to stand right in front of me in a couple hours. I was more than ready and very nervous. 

The time went by and before I knew it my mom and I were in the car, on our way to the stadium. It was a 2 hour drive so I had some time to calm myself down, since I was freaking out. I had written the letter over one more time to make sure it was written correctly. I had the tickets, the letter I had nothing to worry about, but I couldn't help myself to worry. I was so scared that Niall would think of me as a weird, ugly girl. My mom had told me I would meet the boys after the show. I had made a sign to hold up for the concert. I had bought some glow in the dark pencils to write "Thank you for everything sunshines" on a big black paper. 

Before I knew it, my mom had parked the car in front of Wembley stadium and got out of the car. I looked out of the window and saw a bunch of girls waiting outside. I slowly got out of the car and made my way towards my mom. "Mom what if we're late? There are already so many people waiting, there's no way i'm gonna make it to the front." I was starting to panic. "Don't worry about that darling, I didn't bought you regular tickets, I bought you early entry, you are allowed to go in earlier than those other girls" My mouth was wide open after my mom had finished. How did she even manage to do all of this? "Mom, this is the best thing you have ever done for me, thank you" I loved my mom so much. 

I was currently waiting outside, in the early entry line, I was standing at the front, so I was pretty calm about being front row or not. Just 30 more minutes till the door would open. I looked behind me and saw that more girls had come here in the early entry line. I wanted to talk with the person behind me, but I was too shy to bring myself to it. What would she even think of me? She would probably think I have no friends for coming to a One Direction on my own. That is true though, cause I really didn't have any friends. Suddenly there was a loud beeping sound, which was a sign that the doors were open now. I ran as fast as I can. There was a man standing at the front who was scanning the tickets. I quickly gave him my ticket and ran inside the stadium. 

I didn't know how fast I ran, but I made it. I was standing at the front. And after a few minutes, the boys would be standing in front of me. So close, but at the same time so far away. The stadium was starting to get crowded. Girls were screaming everywhere. I was saving my voice for the concert. I was a hundred percent sure I would tear up during the concert as well. Suddenly, the lights went off. The music went on and suddenly I saw them. I saw the boys who made me myself. They were standing in front of me. The music got harder and they started to sing. God they sounded so beautiful. They were singing Live While We're Young. I was jumping and singing along. I was having the time of my life. 

After a couple more songs, they stopped singing, and Niall held a speech. I couldn't stop myself from crying. The love of my life was in the same building as me and was talking, with his beautiful voice that I love so much. He announced the next song and I immediately grabbed my phone to film this one. It was Little Things and it was my all time favorite song. Especially Niall's part. The lyrics to this song mean so much to me. Zayn started to sing and I started to cry. I have never heard something so beautiful in my entire life. I was crying so hard at this moment that I started shaking. I kept looking at Niall, the way he played the guitar was so beautiful, with so much passion. Niall's part came and I closed my eyes, and let the tears come. It wasn't a tape that was playing, it was his voice live. It sounded just as beautiful as I expected, probably even more beautiful. The song ended, and so did the concert. Which meant I was meeting them right now. The stadium started to get empty. People were slowly leaving as I made my way backstage. I showed the security guard my  pass and he let me through. As I came closer to the door, I could hear the voices of the boys. They were talking about the show. 

I walked up to the door and slowly knocked on it. I heard footsteps and suddenly I was standing face to face with Harry Styles. "Hello Love, what's your name?" He asked with his perfect accent. "H-Hi, I'm Ashley, my mom bought me tickets to meet you guys, so, here I am" I managed to say. "Well, come in" He opened the door wider and gestured for me to walk in. I walked in and immediately looked at Niall. He was already looking at me and gave me a smile. "Hello, i'm Niall, and who are you?" He asked while he looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes. "I'm Ashley and I can't believe i'm actually standing in front of you" I said while I was still trying to process the fact that I was in the same room as him, talking to him. "Helloooo Love!!" A happy voice cheered, I turned around and saw Louis standing in front of me with a huge smile on his face gesturing for me to give him a hug. I quickly made my way over to him and hugged him very tight. Liam and Zayn also joined us in the room. We were sitting in a circle talking about every thing. "So, Ashley, what brought you here today?" Niall asked me. I looked up at him and saw him staring back at me with those eyes that make me so weak. "Well, I have been a fan of you guys since the X-Factor and my dream was to meet you guys, so my mom bought tickets for my birthday, I just want to thank you guys for everything you've done for me." I can't believe how comfortable I was, I thought I would be acting like a freak but I felt so comfortable around these boys. 

"What do you mean with everything?" Liam asked me. Oh no. I was expecting this question. "Well, I haven't been enjoying life lately, I have voices in my head who tell me to kill myself and the thing is, I actually listened to the voices. I tried to do it so many times, but there was always something stopping me. And that something were you guys. You guys have actually saved my life. And I really love you all, like really love." I told them everything. The cutting, the pills, the hospital, the letters. I kept looking over at Niall and I would see him with his head in his hands. The security guard came after a while and told me time was up. I didn't want to go but I had to. 

I hugged Niall tightest of all of them. I gave him my letter and he promised he would read it. I walked out of the door and waved at them one more time. I can honestly say, that this was the best day of my whole life. 

Niall's P.O.V.

I saw her walk in the room and I froze. She was beautiful. Goddamn beautiful. She looked so shy and small, I just wanted to go up to her and hug her. But I waited till Louis was done talking to her. I watched her carefully, the way she talked, the way her lips moved, the way she would bite her lip when she got nervous. Her eyes, were the perfect shape of green. She told us her story, her real story, I loved how comfortable she felt around us. I noticed that she kept looking at me, and smiled at me. 

After she had told us her story, I felt myself getting tears in my eyes, a beautiful girl like her shouldn't go through all of that. I wanted to hug her, but I stayed where I was. Once Paul came in and told her her time was up, I got sad. I didn't want her to leave. She came up to me and gave me a letter, she told me she wanted me to read it and I promised her I would. I would deffinitely read it. She gave me one last hug before she walked out of the door. This girl was something special and for some reason I couldn't get her out of my head.

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I really enjoyed writing this, and It's way longer than all the other chapters. 

I really hope you like it :) !

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