Truth

Part one

  "Lola, Lola, where are you?" Lola looks from the corner slightly, hardly enough to notice, she couldn't possibly have seen me, right? . "Lola I told you not to hide anymore, there's nothing to be scared of anymore." "Anymore? Anymore?!" Said Lola, all her life shes been hiding... And all her life her father physically, and mentally abused her. At this point, Lola came out and smiled, well it can't possibly get worse, maybe if I smile it'll make her happy... Hopefully... She's been there for me. "What's wrong Lola?" Molly said with a concerned look on her face. "I'm sorry Molly, it's just I'm used to hiding... I'm thankful for all your help, really, but... I'm just still scared... He still scares me... Even in my dreams. He just, he just won't go away!" Said Lola. Even if I tried he wouldn't go away... "Look, I know its hard, but you must let go! Otherwise you won't be able to move forward." I know she's saying this because she wants to protect me... But thats it! "NO! YOU DON'T KNOW AND YOU NEVER WILL, YOU HAVE THIS PERFECT LIFE, the life that I could never have... Or even be able to dream of having..." cried Lola. At this point a huge stream of tears were trailing down her face and she couldn't hold them back. They just kept coming and coming, the wouldn't stop, much like the memories of her father... My father did this to me... And the tears won't leave me, until he is GONE. For good. All she could think about that night was about how she would get revenge on her father. She blocked out what ever Molly was saying she could see her mouth moving, but she couldn't hear a word she was saying... It was like she was on a drug... A very strong drug... But she could never hurt her father, she's always been scared of him... But she could never hurt anyone, even him the way he had hurt her. Four hours later Lola finally was able to think clearly... But she had to pick herself up and be strong... If she could. "Lola, it's dinner time, what do you want to eat?" Hmm, Chinese sounds great right about now... Yep Chinese it is. "Can we get Chinese today?" Lola asked carefully and still slightly scared. But of course Molly being her cheery self said of course. Lola was thankful to have Molly, but something inside her was telling her not to trust her... She didn't know what it was... But she tried to trust her. Not matter how much she knew she shouldn't.
It is now night and Lola can't sleep, so she goes outside, and looks at the stars the stars have always calmed her down in a way... It reminds her that no matter how much darkness is in the world, there is always a bit of light. You just need the right mind set to find the light in the world. But, Lola finally lays her head down and falls asleep.. Well for 3 minutes and 23 seconds, because she says a dream about her father yet again... But this time... This time was different. This time it wasn't something he's done to her, well yet at least.