I've known this guy for seven years. He saw me smile in third grade and has liked me since. He vowed to make me his...
Three years later, he breaks up with a girl he had dated for two years and dates me. Me and him had dated for a year and a few months but, we ended it because some things were happening between us that my little seventh grade self couldn't handle...
He asked if he should leave the school in seventh grade, and I was very very mean to him... Saying if he leaves he'll be known as a wuss because I had broken up with him.
Two years pass and we were still talking here and there. He was there for me when I had terrible times and great times.
One day, my cousin told me that I should date him again since we've both had time to mature. So me and him talked more, and eventually started dating again.
We dated for three months. We were absolutely devoted to each other. I remember he came over one day, pulled me close, looked me in the eyes and told me he could tell he was the only one I loved.
The day before my first day as a Freshman, his mom had taken me to get my nails done and surprised her son with me when he got out of school.
We spent the day together and before I went home, he pulled out a tiny box, opened it, looked me in the eyes and said "I promise I'll love you forever".
Forever my ass...
I stayed home on the seventeenth of September because I wasn't feeling the best. Laying in bed, I had gotten a video from a random person.
It was my boyfriend hugging on another girl how he hugs me.
I was in the bathroom when I got another video, but where he picked up another girl and kissed her.
I shattered the screen to my old phone that day.
That night he texted me and told me he was breaking up with me because he felt it was one sided and he was doing all the work in the relationship.
One thing about me... I put my whole heart in my relationships. He had my trust, my love, my everything.
I kept my cool till he called me. Then we sat on the phone for two hours and he had to listen to me explain what I was feeling.
The one person I felt like I could look to while the rest of the world was falling, is now the person I want to fall from.
He still tells me he loves me.
He's never said he's sorry.
So I apologize. I'm currently under construction...
