#ToAllTheBoysContest

This Goes Out to You

Dear Crush~

I don't know if you'll ever see this, but I just wanted to tell you that I love you with my heart, I never stopped loving you. After I moved away I thought a lot about my feelings for you, I love you, I don't like you anymore...I love you, you mean a lot to me, more than most people do. Ever since that day at the pow wow I knew you were the one for me, I kind of liked you since kindergarten but never told you, I wanted to tell you so bad on the last day of school, but I was scared to tell you because I thought it would jeopardize our friendship and now that I moved away....I can't tell you face to face, so I'm writing this letter to you, to tell you that I love you and I always love you no matter how far away I am from you now.

I will never stop loving you even though I'm far away from you now, I cry everyday thinking of how I lost the chance to have you, I love you, it kills me everyday that I didn't tell you sooner...but I guess this is what happens huh, this happens to a lot of people, we can't be together now because I'm an hour and a half away from you, I want to hug you again and I want to kiss you so bad, I want to kiss you and I want to mean it. I want to hold you close and hug you everyday, but that's kinda hard now, I wish I told you sooner so I could've spent some time with you before I moved away, I wanted to spend time with you and make you mine but I didn't cause I was scared that if I said something, it would break us apart as friends and I never wanted that to happen.

I can't stop thinking about you, you invade my every thought even when I'm not thinking about you at all, these past few days I've cried in my room while thinking of you. You invade my thoughts even when I don't want you to, even at the worst times, I love you to much to let those thoughts and those memories go, I loved the days when we were together at school. When we hung out in the mornings before homeroom or at lunch, I love and miss that, I miss the moments we were together. I miss everything about you, I miss your smile, your beautiful brown eyes and your hair, I miss the times when we would sneak out of construction class and go into one of the sheds and just talk...we would talk about anything and everything, life, the future, anything that we could think of we talked about it in those sheds.

As I conclude my letter to you, I just want you to know that....this is my confession to you, Love you so much.

sincerely,

Kalaya