8/6/14
Dear Michael,
Sorry for not writing for a few days but I can't do it. I can't take this. What have I done wrong? Why does everyone have to abandon me?
I just want to go home. This place is giving me too much time to think and I feel like I'm going insane.
I am my worst enemy. Slowly I am destroying myself.
But you are one of the things that holds me together.
I love you.
You rescued me.
You're all I want.
You're all I need.
Right now I guess I'm just questioning my life, my purpose, my worth. But my mind is scary when I think about these things.
Honestly I think I am just a waste of space.
You on the other hand, are not. You have so much to live for.
I do not.
I have no idea what I am doing with my life.
Right now my life is heading in only one direction.
Down.
I'm not quite sure if it'll go back up.
I'd probably go on but you won't want to listen to my problems. Besides, there is something I need to do.
I love you so much.
Never forget that.
Yours Truly,
K
