"Meant for me"

"I know you"

' Lost in my mind not really paying any attention to the party, or the people around me, they we're trying there hardest to wish me a happy birthday, I politely responded with a generous thank you,and I appreciated them coming,but I couldn't help but feel the intensity of everyone it was as if..if..it was too much for me to handle ' I needed piece & quiet! had to get away just for a moment to calm down from them!!! I felt trapped! The air in the room was thick , so thick like stale air couldn't breathe!!

'Hello"I heard with a strong Irish accent" what who had said that? The only voice I could hear out of everyone else so loud,I walked towards the strong but softly spoken voice that had been all to familiar to me..... There he had stood right in front of me" my dream' the man ,the enigma that I had dreamt of every night for year's not ever knowing what this all meant... My eyes adjusting to the man in front of me, I seemed to had floated towards him" I was shaking,such nervousness through my whole body ,I knew who he was behind the mask ,
,Dear me what do I do? I can't meet him like this! What what..If he takes one look at me and walks away? He's looking right at me as if we we're the only one's in the room, please Ruby don't just don't 'stop talking to yourself he might hear you! Wait how is he going to hear me? For goodness sakes he cannot, he's not a mind reader' or is he?
I wanted him so much ,I wanted to feel him in real life not dream's" I yourned for him for an eternity... To touch him ...To touch me the way that I always dreamt of !! I was on fire,kiss me deep and hard!!! My heart raced as we became closer to each other,our eyes we're locked no one could possibly ruin this!!

"Ruby" oh no what now! I looked to see who it was ,come here my dear I have someone who would just love to meet you' trying to ignore her but she wouldn't stop , she's very persistent' I looked to her then back over to my love he was gone,my heart shattered into a million pieces just like that ..He couldn't leave me so quickly' dam it mother how could she do this to me ,where had he gone? My darling daughter,she took my hand pulled me over to where her and this savage of a man was standing just talking and laughing, didn't she care that I never wanted to be married or live that perfect life that she wants me to have? Darling yes mother I said with a fake smile' I would like to introduce you to Liam,hello Miss Ruby I'm really glad to meat you' your mother has told me so much about you,Your as beautiful as the rising sun,did he think that would win me over?  He took my hand and kissed it ' thinking to myself he's not the one I want to be touching me' I didn't want to bother with him but I was being nice ' there had been no connection with Liam although he was handsome in his own way ,his blue eyes we're very bright like the morning sky ,he had been everything my mother wanted me to marry charming & a little funny' but he wasn't for me' I had been so distracted by someone else' and it definitely was not Liam he'd be good enough for one of the older Ladies here he would make her a good what is the word? Oh I know a charm for her I giggled underneath my breath,Did u say something my dear? Uh no mother just clearing my throat' alright darling she said' if the both of you will excuse me I need a fresh drink I'm quite parched' if you would like a could get you something? No thank you Liam if you don't mind I can get it myself'   Sure Miss Ruby' but I'll be waiting for you,and if ya don't mind I'd like to have a dance with later? ,Well maybe that would be nice"  Mother will keep you company in the mean time' she gave me a smirky look I think she knew that I didn't plan on coming back right away'