I want to take a vacation to Heaven
I'm really tempted to leave
I don't know if I want to go
But I'm in so much misery
I'm sure my mom would understand
and dad could just hold it in
the pain he feels
cause that's what I did
I'm sure it would be a surprise
to find me tomorrow with a note that said goodbye
don't be sad, I'll explain why I left
I went and took a vacation to heaven
here just didn't feel right
I know you couldn't tell because I kept it all inside
don't worry I'm not gone
I'll send you postcards with my love
ill give you signs that everything's alright
don't stress about the funeral
nobody'd come anyway
Mom did you hear the things those kids would say?
I'm tryin to pull through
just to prove to you that your daughter's strong
but I give up
I can't handle anymore
I'll send you just a little bit more
I'm taking a vacation to heaven
here just didn't feel right
I know that you couldn't tell because I kept it all inside
Don't worry I'm not gone
I'll send you postcards with my love
I'll give you signs that everything's alright, alright
hey..
I hope you don't feel ashamed I turned out to be this way
but everybody's got a little rain
